#badmemory
Life is pointless
Like an ever revolving top
It'll take it's spin before falling over still
It laughs in your face
Like a bad memory
That resounds in your nightmares
People make it worse
Even though they see your troubles
They make thing complicated by adding their drama
So why?
Why must we go on?
In this never-ending carousel?
Like a haunted carnival
Life is full of terror
And the rides will never end
Until you give in
And leave it forever
Feb 16, 2016
Feb 16, 2016 at 3:19 AM UTC
How naïve was I—
thinking I could find the way
by asking some stranger.
No, I couldn't find the way—
the stranger did tell me
but my mind forgot it.
Turn left, go straight,
take the northern path...
My brain was a confusing
and entangled mess
of lefts and rights,
straights and turns.
And just when they said
"Have you got it?",
I nodded—I had got it—
but the instructions slipped
out of my mind
and walked away—
they left me behind,
alone and stray.
Mar 28
Mar 28, 2026 at 8:58 AM UTC
I wrote about it
so I could remember
I wrote about it
so it was somewhere
I wrote about it
because it was important
I wrote about it
because I cared
I wrote about you
because you were significant
I write about you
because you still are
I write for them now
that you're away from me
I will write for me
when you come back
I wrote about it
because I wanted to remember
even if I knew I would anyway
I wrote about it.
I wrote about it.
Feb 26
Feb 26, 2026 at 3:29 AM UTC