#awaits
We’re lying on the floor
you and me and everyone we know
comfy and cozy in a rotunda in a tundra
a giant blanket covers us all
but I know outside our submerged sleepover
there’s a murderer waiting to dismember me
thoughts of this fate rush through my head
I try to dispel them
by counting the seconds spent with you
as irrevocable victories
that the revving chainsaws can’t cut down
and the smoking guns can’t punch holes in
but it’s hard to focus on that
through the sounds of grinding steel outside
a stampede of destiny circles our circle
and we can only hold each other tighter
as the circle gets smaller.
Mar 17
Mar 17, 2026 at 2:22 PM UTC
I will ever wait for you by the gate...
Just to see you returning home to my arms...
And even if the ravages of time... Leaves the gate creaky and rusted...
My love for you will ever remain untouched, unrusted-
Covered in a thousand layers of paint!
Aug 15, 2020
Aug 15, 2020 at 5:40 AM UTC
#*From the corner of the eye
He peeked out for the teacher in the corridors
None in a close sight
He signalled to the peers
While one of them mimicked the teacher
Adjusted her glasses as the teacher did
Before and after the children greeted her
Amidst giggles and hushed tones
The children and their little fun
Between the classes, lost
Locked doors now stare
At the empty corridors
Awaits*#
Jul 25, 2020
Jul 25, 2020 at 2:52 PM UTC
The monotone mumbling of a prayer
rumbling and memorized
i hear it
in my third eye
or my third ear
what, can't you hear?
the sounds of the faithful
who pretend to be unbreakable
but are just people
who pray at the cathedral
to a marvelous person
of which the existence
is uncertain
He who created the world
and then left us to destroy it.
unpopular opinion:
we aren't really living
but we aren't really willing
to give this false life up,
why?
you wonder,
do we live in this life
if something inspired
is on the other side
well we don't know,
we are humanity,
a mix of profanity
of hate
of lust
and a false understanding
of what we are
and what we can be
so we pray to something
that we can't see
so we are bold and confused
broken, overused.
and still we believe what we tell ourselves true
but we are just cells and atoms
remnants of cosmic dust
rejected by the universe
and I mean no offence
to those who believe in
a mighty man in the sky
but I cannot
not because I can't see him
or because I can't feel him
but because
I do not know him
and sadly
I do not wish to
call it weak
or call it strong
but I do not belong
with the saints
hung on my mother's walls
I do not belong anywhere
because I do not see
fate or luck
all I see
are the mistakes
humanity has made
and I do not know
if someone
is watching me now
write this poem
hiding behind
two sided glass
but if someone is,
I only ask of them this:
"what truly awaits us?"
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 8:52 PM UTC
Fine things lining pockets
And flawed gems from a faucet
It took a month to mar the clauses
long forgotten fiends and flowing
Nature lost scenery
It might be menial, but if I don't like the imagery
I'd use a run on and run on, running on
Fumes like carbon clouds, bowing at the center
Of the hopelessness I've found
Of moths and flame, danger and wanting
Nature and harboring diseases and watching
Crystalline precipices overblown from cold
Rain, eroding stone long since lain
Homes blown through in half a day
Another half century laid waste
Forage a new course for the streams
The selfish, like me only disagree
Despite the discontent
Restless nights and fires burning low
Into the biting air, a show of flair
Its not right, or fair to vent
Hollow, it would seem
Still stable, the ecosystem of
Constant change
Trying to be heard over a flood of filth
Tidal waves painting fields
Recessing long since venerated guest
Retaking ocean lost to sandy beaches
And kids with half a dream left in them
I spent my last penny on a whim
Dec 6, 2017
Dec 6, 2017 at 7:43 PM UTC
I don’t know where I’m going
But I know it will be grand
How far must I go?
Before I get
To where I’m going
What awaits me?
Who will be by my side?
I do not know
But I must go
Oct 4, 2017
Oct 4, 2017 at 5:06 PM UTC
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A near and present
future awaits
Contemplate
A near and present future.
-R.
Sep 26, 2017
Sep 26, 2017 at 1:06 AM UTC
I watch them fold up into my palm
And I see them take shape, as lines are drawn
Always looking down, lost but ever found
Until I found the one, who broke my solemn crown
Now, I stand here shaken
Unsure of what to do
Because everything inside me
I've found the same in you
So I tried for simple
And I tried to rearrange
I tried for love, but defiant, nothing changed
I tried to follow, this path I've since refused
Because now I know, I never should have tried
And for you, I refuse to lose
I can see it building higher, behind your searching eyes
Looking for a reason, confusion on the rise
I know you thought that you had broken through
To be left vacant, as my own I do reprise
And I don't know why this world keeps turning for me
And I sure as hell don't think it would for you
Depression and its icy grip
Might be enough to make one sick
If not, for this
And now we know, that this just wasn't true
Tell me, what was I supposed to do?
I could have left with you in toe
And then we both would die, alone
But the time ticks out
And the tide goes out
As my light fades out
There's something I have known
I won't be coming back for you, and you won't be coming back for me
I hate to turn a back on you
But this distance is mandatory
Aug 6, 2017
Aug 6, 2017 at 6:19 AM UTC
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*Wants to be the old stone bridge
Awaits, sense the rain, sun and sleet
Until the day
You, just once step out
And I recognize your feet
On your way, across me
Then I could wait
more than five thousand years
On this delight*
Feb 3, 2017
Feb 3, 2017 at 10:33 AM UTC
*My friend,
Do you fly away now
To the world
That abhors you and I
All that awaits you
Is a somber morrow
No matter where
The winds may blow
My friend your desire
Is the bringer of life
The gift of the goddess
Even if the morrow
Is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall
My return*
Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 8:17 PM UTC
We don't belong to this world, something better awaits us.
Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 10:21 PM UTC
Flowers grow nearby
Awaits every sunrise
Fall asleep at night....
Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 12:07 PM UTC