weakness is the bane of my existence.
if strength were an equation,
my weakness would negate it.
please just let me be strong.
i've made so much progress, after all.
weakness is a Demon
i can’t control.
a Demon that will swallow me whole.
Nov 24, 2018
Nov 24, 2018 at 1:51 AM UTC
life really ***** sometimes
but you can’t stop going
people lie sometimes
but you have to keep believing
people leave sometimes
but you must be trusting
people hurt sometimes
but you don’t quit smiling
life really ***** sometimes
but you can’t stop going
Nov 24, 2018
Nov 24, 2018 at 1:42 AM UTC
we drifted apart.
we used to talk day and night,
then we were lucky if we had 1 decent conversation a week.
we drifted apart.
we used to always be together,
then you couldn’t even look at me.
we drifted apart.
we used to love each other,
then you didn’t love me anymore
Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 9:20 PM UTC
My heart stopped at
an early age.
When i started thinking,
What i can be?
Will they like it?
Will they like me?
My own voice got lost,
in the noise of others.
My soul was singing in symphonies,
which my mind cant compose.
No one called out my name.
Neither do I.
It took me a long time ,
to listen to my inner songs,
calling out my name.
It was a moment of epiphany,
Which warmed my cold heart,
Stirred my soul.
And elated me above my fears and scars.
My MISTAKES and ME from my yesterday,
My SCARS and ME from today,
And the WISER ME from tomorrow
are now making up the brightest stars
in the constellation of my life.
Oct 27, 2018
Oct 27, 2018 at 7:54 PM UTC
I’m sorry
I’m sorry I’m too emotional
I’m sorry I’m not funny
I’m sorry I’m so scared
I’m sorry I’m not very social
I’m sorry I’m not as happy
I’m sorry I’m so anxious
I’m sorry for whatever I’ve done
I’m sorry
Oct 27, 2018
Oct 27, 2018 at 7:26 PM UTC
I’m tired of being your second choice
You only talk to me when she’s not around
I want to be with you
I really do
But I’m tired of being your second choice
You say you love me
But do you really
or do love her
Please decide
Because I’m tired of being your second choice
Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 5:14 PM UTC
Life is stressful
But it’s okay
I’m getting by
Some days are rough
But it’s okay
I still see the light
People come and go
But it’s okay
I have people that love me
I’m tired a lot
But it’s okay
I’ll get my rest one day
Oct 22, 2018
Oct 22, 2018 at 10:49 PM UTC
Everything is okay
I promise you’ll get though this
You’re strong
And beautiful
And smart
And funny
I believe you
Even when no one else does
I’m here for you
To listen
And love
And care
And help
~A promise to myself
Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 4:47 PM UTC
Today was a good day
It started out scary
But now I’m happy
Today was a good day
The first in a while
We sang
and danced
and smiled
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 5:01 PM UTC
Do you actually want me?
Or just like the thought of me?
Please let me know
If you want me to stay
I want to stay
But only if you want me to
Sep 24, 2018
Sep 24, 2018 at 6:49 PM UTC