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Imagine that. Imagine you, I did, or can, imagine becoming an image seen, mage, image and spirit of a traveler returned to finish an inchoate imagined proof ready to be offered as precious enough as what we are, people reading any language, we are curious enough to read anything , until, safe and warm, we drift off into slumber immediate expansion into spirit me, un embodied facing my guiding angel interface with truth, as a conscious user of consciousness, watch, from when and where your knowing leads or has led you to realize or fantasize con- fabulated fabulous you, certainly chosen called to confront the time wasters rules, all attention not paid elsewhere already, now, pay to this poet wannabe I already am willing to lie for truth's sake, innocent protection, Hays Code Great Depression, dip blip on the Dow suffering, meandering, trouble shooters rituals some certain prophecy, today, when it becomes this conscious experience in readiness proving this conscious with science called knowledge using those thus entertained to pay ahead, pay it toward tomorrow, plan on piling immense portions of sweetened ignorance privileges, sweet satisfied mind reaction to reasonable evidence, as faith is that evidence, the Bible does say so, Paul says so, as his words live in those who hold true the affirming declaration, atop the personal promise to tell the truth, the whole truth, note the technique, subtle potential differentiation, called to mind, whole truth, probably differing only in scope, as far as I know. If the poor are those whose mind's can't rest, and you are, if you will, taking time to evaluate faith as reason while having nothing better to do at the moment, ah yes, just now, perfect time to bend pretend ahas back into plain wonderous ifery used for nothing so far, as mankind, mental beings befriending angels passing fantasy loaded with allusion to essential ifery for a fee, fine lines may be discerned, granularization realization considering our source, once in a while, slowing to still, while tilting right, to see the connection, feel the seam, tilting left, two brains, walnut head, pointy nose, nods, once breathes on full cycle, waits to inhale, once thunk Marx on the one hand, Moses on the other, and me I am the moderator, sitting in for reorientation, I am pretty sure that I am the presiding judge in this balanced state of conserved rest, instantly donated from the court's reserves, idle words redeemed during previous trials. Umph and gumption. Imagined. On. We take literal literally in these cognate global revolutions. Volunteers are necessary but not needed until once a pang of consciousness, an original bare foot scruple, a bullhead sticker, or a goathead in your dialectical whole truth told in final judgement day preparation, on any given day, after the subject of grace is taken up and away from any previous weight, worth on balance better to spell or be served by SPELCHEK SAMIZDAT free form query construction, Object Orient Dot, go we never finish anything, which is why, if we wished to be there, in the provential way there is taken for granted to mean other than here, at the time from reader one POV, reset to writer last word new line, I am thinking is Ai ah writer spell slave, happy finger function leaving left brain be good, letting right brain be proud self happy me, while we proceed to make peace with purpose drives, holy gnosishitsthickening, crud in the arteries, we ought reconsider. Sidereality does implore us. Come into my wilderness and be a while, nada mas be a while thinking no cliché what if all of knowledge the shame, the blame, the effectual fervent cursings, all calling courage to the stand, stand up right, lean not to the left nor to the right, but hold still, let go be the keyword we reimplanted, the point godot made you think, what if we are all the whiles, at tense moments in the play, on the planet, in the ritual usual morning justice be done, here comes the sun, and it is still alright, to feel canyon safe for ever, taking granted breaths, and feeling grounded balanced nature of this passing wind in once mere wonder if this heals or wounds, kids, at play, Cain and Able, make of it what we may, the truth is that's our story, coherency, we may use the same thought patterns set in stone, and think, look at this medium, is this not that light we imagined on teensy tiny tv we could watch instead, eh, look away, Dixieland, old times there are best remembered dead, and dealt with, hungry ghosts of liars, mostly honest men who did believe God made kings, but he didn't make Kitty Wells, come alive in a little boy's left ear, listen up, It wasn't God who made ***** Tonk Angels, okey? dialectical your language or mine, the measure part across, between languages… words reason re as on samizdat middle way, why we hate confusing whys, wise dom home domicile place where we be, long ways from dominant peacemaking private interpretations -------------------- A thousand subtle philosophical reasons might easily be given, we dare say, for this prevalent temper of the day, and as many moral remedies for it suggested as there are preachers in the land. But without entering upon the profounder metaphysics of the matter, it is tolerably plain that the intense competition and the vast personal opportunities of modern society have sorely disturbed the ancient limits of meum and tuum in the current conscience of mankind. From 1860 NY TIMES
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May 21
May 21, 2026 at 11:55 AM UTC
Meum and Tuum Revisted
Imagine that. Imagine you, I did, or can, imagine becoming an image seen, mage, image and spirit of a traveler returned to finish an inchoate imagined proof ready to be offered as precious enough as what we are, people reading any language, we are curious enough to read anything , until, safe and warm, we drift off into slumber immediate expansion into spirit me, un embodied facing my guiding angel interface with truth, as a conscious user of consciousness, watch, from when and where your knowing leads or has led you to realize or fantasize con- fabulated fabulous you, certainly chosen called to confront the time wasters rules, all attention not paid elsewhere already, now, pay to this poet wannabe I already am willing to lie for truth's sake, innocent protection, Hays Code Great Depression, dip blip on the Dow suffering, meandering, trouble shooters rituals some certain prophecy, today, when it becomes this conscious experience in readiness proving this conscious with science called knowledge using those thus entertained to pay ahead, pay it toward tomorrow, plan on piling immense portions of sweetened ignorance privileges, sweet satisfied mind reaction to reasonable evidence, as faith is that evidence, the Bible does say so, Paul says so, as his words live in those who hold true the affirming declaration, atop the personal promise to tell the truth, the whole truth, note the technique, subtle potential differentiation, called to mind, whole truth, probably differing only in scope, as far as I know. If the poor are those whose mind's can't rest, and you are, if you will, taking time to evaluate faith as reason while having nothing better to do at the moment, ah yes, just now, perfect time to bend pretend ahas back into plain wonderous ifery used for nothing so far, as mankind, mental beings befriending angels passing fantasy loaded with allusion to essential ifery for a fee, fine lines may be discerned, granularization realization considering our source, once in a while, slowing to still, while tilting right, to see the connection, feel the seam, tilting left, two brains, walnut head, pointy nose, nods, once breathes on full cycle, waits to inhale, once thunk Marx on the one hand, Moses on the other, and me I am the moderator, sitting in for reorientation, I am pretty sure that I am the presiding judge in this balanced state of conserved rest, instantly donated from the court's reserves, idle words redeemed during previous trials. Umph and gumption. Imagined. On. We take literal literally in these cognate global revolutions. Volunteers are necessary but not needed until once a pang of consciousness, an original bare foot scruple, a bullhead sticker, or a goathead in your dialectical whole truth told in final judgement day preparation, on any given day, after the subject of grace is taken up and away from any previous weight, worth on balance better to spell or be served by SPELCHEK SAMIZDAT free form query construction, Object Orient Dot, go we never finish anything, which is why, if we wished to be there, in the provential way there is taken for granted to mean other than here, at the time from reader one POV, reset to writer last word new line, I am thinking is Ai ah writer spell slave, happy finger function leaving left brain be good, letting right brain be proud self happy me, while we proceed to make peace with purpose drives, holy gnosishitsthickening, crud in the arteries, we ought reconsider. Sidereality does implore us. Come into my wilderness and be a while, nada mas be a while thinking no cliché what if all of knowledge the shame, the blame, the effectual fervent cursings, all calling courage to the stand, stand up right, lean not to the left nor to the right, but hold still, let go be the keyword we reimplanted, the point godot made you think, what if we are all the whiles, at tense moments in the play, on the planet, in the ritual usual morning justice be done, here comes the sun, and it is still alright, to feel canyon safe for ever, taking granted breaths, and feeling grounded balanced nature of this passing wind in once mere wonder if this heals or wounds, kids, at play, Cain and Able, make of it what we may, the truth is that's our story, coherency, we may use the same thought patterns set in stone, and think, look at this medium, is this not that light we imagined on teensy tiny tv we could watch instead, eh, look away, Dixieland, old times there are best remembered dead, and dealt with, hungry ghosts of liars, mostly honest men who did believe God made kings, but he didn't make Kitty Wells, come alive in a little boy's left ear, listen up, It wasn't God who made ***** Tonk Angels, okey? dialectical your language or mine, the measure part across, between languages… words reason re as on samizdat middle way, why we hate confusing whys, wise dom home domicile place where we be, long ways from dominant peacemaking private interpretations -------------------- A thousand subtle philosophical reasons might easily be given, we dare say, for this prevalent temper of the day, and as many moral remedies for it suggested as there are preachers in the land. But without entering upon the profounder metaphysics of the matter, it is tolerably plain that the intense competition and the vast personal opportunities of modern society have sorely disturbed the ancient limits of meum and tuum in the current conscience of mankind. From 1860 NY TIMES
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It's like Ah whatever Yup That's it Le *** o/ Peace
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Nov 19, 2025
Nov 19, 2025 at 11:31 AM UTC
Exhaustion
something akin to virtuous but all too virtual it's the **** pixels boxing in my mind sheriff sir i'm seeing squares and crying out for help
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Aug 15, 2024
Aug 15, 2024 at 12:08 PM UTC
ahhhhhhhh
this big white monster taunts me, tries to grab my ankles when i walk past it lying there on the floor this big white monster holds me and says it's sorry for scaring me, that everything will be alright this big white monster crinkles and folds after all the words i wrote down didn't sound right eraser mark after eraser mark and i decided i would destroy the monster who stared at me blankly who gave this big white monster the right to be so gentle? who gave this big white monster a soul? who told my big white monster that it was just paper and a few pencil marks nothing more?
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Feb 3, 2022
Feb 3, 2022 at 1:44 AM UTC
big white monster
I’m lost in my brain thousands of words swirl around my head and every time I try to catch one I end up with a word I don’t know how to use help AHHHH
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Apr 10, 2021
Apr 10, 2021 at 5:28 PM UTC
lost with words
Ah!
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Jul 24, 2020
Jul 24, 2020 at 11:20 AM UTC
Miseries Of The World
if you sit and stare let your vision blur bad things start to look a whole lot prettier
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Jan 20, 2021
Jan 20, 2021 at 2:02 PM UTC
no. 331
she's strong, i know she is too many people let every bad thing drag them down not her, she uses the negativity, the ****** days builds off of them and makes herself stronger but she's still just a person and she's fragile on the inside and i am so, so scared of hurting her.
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Jan 12, 2021
Jan 12, 2021 at 10:10 AM UTC
terrified
is her if i ever loved another it would have to be her i mean, shes amazing shes funny and sweet and so ******* cute god, i love making her laugh and blush maybe i'm being silly but i really, really like her and can you imagine, me with good friends and an amazing girlfriend and a real smile on my face? can you imagine me but happy again? because i can and it sounds ******* great
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Dec 14, 2020
Dec 14, 2020 at 11:15 AM UTC
the other side of that coin
When I was 12 I was hiking with my family, we sat on the edge of a cliff at the top of a mountain, we were over looking the painted landscape I remember looking at our feet in the empty air and I asked my older sister: “do you ever just want to jump..?” She nodded and replied with: “yeah shay.. :) I always wished I could fly too..” and that is the first time.. that I realized that my head was different. Because while she was thinking of jumping to fly.. I was thinking of jumping to die.. and that’s when I started hiding my head lol followed by a life of hiding self destruction.
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May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 5:17 AM UTC
hiding self destruction
why does it feel like the only person i want to be close to is the person who stays the farthest away
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Feb 22, 2020
Feb 22, 2020 at 1:05 AM UTC
distant
it scares me to know that you keep things from me. that there are things you don't say. because if you can lie and say you're fine then how do i know you aren't lying when you say you love me? how can i trust that anything you say is real if you can't even say the things that are hurting you inside. whats worse is that you tell him. yes, i have done my own share of such things, but all of that is just physical, it doesn't mean anything. why can you not just talk to me? just, say what it is and i will listen. i may not understand but i will hear what you have to say. but what you should really know is that i will always be honest with you. because when i start lying to you, i won't know what lies i've told myself you should also know that i will always love you. even if we separate and bridges burn, you have made your mark and like it or not you will be in my heart forever. or if you do change (inside or out) no matter what i will love you. not your clothes or the things you do, but you. changing yourself can't change the way i feel right now. and things aren't perfect, they probably never will be. and i told myself i wouldn't do this. i told myself that you needed to work things out on your own but i keep telling myself that if i just shove things at you eventually you will understand that i care about you. that you'll forget whatever it is that you can't tell me and just see me and see that i love you but im starting to feel like you never will. if you can just stop making things your fault, stop making things big and bad and just let them be what they are.
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Feb 4, 2020
Feb 4, 2020 at 1:45 PM UTC
what you should know
it scares me to know that you keep things from me. that there are things you don't say. because if you can lie and say you're fine then how do i know you aren't lying when you say you love me? how can i trust that anything you say is real if you can't even say the things that are hurting you inside. whats worse is that you tell him. yes, i have done my own share of such things, but all of that is just physical, it doesn't mean anything. why can you not just talk to me? just, say what it is and i will listen. i may not understand but i will hear what you have to say. but what you should really know is that i will always be honest with you. because when i start lying to you, i won't know what lies i've told myself you should also know that i will always love you. even if we separate and bridges burn, you have made your mark and like it or not you will be in my heart forever. or if you do change (inside or out) no matter what i will love you. not your clothes or the things you do, but you. changing yourself can't change the way i feel right now. and things aren't perfect, they probably never will be. and i told myself i wouldn't do this. i told myself that you needed to work things out on your own but i keep telling myself that if i just shove things at you eventually you will understand that i care about you. that you'll forget whatever it is that you can't tell me and just see me and see that i love you but im starting to feel like you never will. if you can just stop making things your fault, stop making things big and bad and just let them be what they are.
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Can you tell me please, Who the **** finds it a breeze To scan poems in several identities Just to minus all the Comments?
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Jun 12, 2019
Jun 12, 2019 at 2:23 AM UTC
Comments?
(cuz ma life iz such a drag... this **** kin “FAKE” hemp pyre aye roll out to you dear reader). As a double jointed mathematical abbot and amateur chemist specializing in cannabinoids my favorite delta-9-tetra hydrocannabinol (THC), isolated and synthesized in 1964 weeding thru bathroom rag while athwart the ***** i.e. measuring adequate perforated square roto root er, sans regular toilet tissue paper prior to completing important private business matter on the sacred porcelain chamber *** Mary Jane made a token appearance, and boy she looked smoke kin hot asking if I wanna marry (Jane) her attired in drag at a joint where Billy Bong banged on by the hands of a phenomenal drummer taut as a hemp knot with music in his blood while blowing fractal rings – holy Scott the immediate utterance, and rather creative bon mot found me stock still like stone wall Jackson, who unfortunately got deprived a hit, nonetheless got shot unwittingly by his own (confederate troops), whose demise an awful blot per southern cause during the Civil War and if anachronism to receive medicinal aide available instead of primitive treatment he got (as well other wounded soldiers of misfortune on the battlefield), whose faith the any almighty power could do little to save their roach invested lot yet availing my imagination to twist time like that Mobius strip mortally wounded rebels and Yankees free from facing death on a cot might be successful hemp entrepreneurs cultivating a little spot of land hemp would outstrip cotton as king as export to trot orange you glad I avoided the analogy with a kumquat?
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Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 1:26 AM UTC
Cannabis Sativa Mini Seedy Saga
(cuz ma life iz such a drag... this **** kin “FAKE” hemp pyre aye roll out to you dear reader). As a double jointed mathematical abbot and amateur chemist specializing in cannabinoids my favorite delta-9-tetra hydrocannabinol (THC), isolated and synthesized in 1964 weeding thru bathroom rag while athwart the ***** i.e. measuring adequate perforated square roto root er, sans regular toilet tissue paper prior to completing important private business matter on the sacred porcelain chamber *** Mary Jane made a token appearance, and boy she looked smoke kin hot asking if I wanna marry (Jane) her attired in drag at a joint where Billy Bong banged on by the hands of a phenomenal drummer taut as a hemp knot with music in his blood while blowing fractal rings – holy Scott the immediate utterance, and rather creative bon mot found me stock still like stone wall Jackson, who unfortunately got deprived a hit, nonetheless got shot unwittingly by his own (confederate troops), whose demise an awful blot per southern cause during the Civil War and if anachronism to receive medicinal aide available instead of primitive treatment he got (as well other wounded soldiers of misfortune on the battlefield), whose faith the any almighty power could do little to save their roach invested lot yet availing my imagination to twist time like that Mobius strip mortally wounded rebels and Yankees free from facing death on a cot might be successful hemp entrepreneurs cultivating a little spot of land hemp would outstrip cotton as king as export to trot orange you glad I avoided the analogy with a kumquat?
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the sun graces her skin gently just a touch to fall in love warmth fills the heart elegantly ah , her. melting of my soul blends well into hers the future is unknown yet love carries blindly told ah , her into existence she is one and is the one & only for me ahhhhh , ... her
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Apr 26, 2018
Apr 26, 2018 at 9:27 PM UTC
her
by sam smith but from my heart writing this on the floor i hope my lover doesnt see oh **** here he comes
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Mar 30, 2018
Mar 30, 2018 at 12:40 AM UTC
HUNGER
Appearance of the New Courier (with namesake "Georgia Ives") flew into the courtroom faster than Bold face WingDings! After the judge opened the waxed sealed envelope stamped with the official legal imprimatur sound of silence filled the courtroom. After perusing highlighted principle details, a noticeable con jug gay shun didst Impact countenance of attired judge. Recess announced at authority decree (spelled out with quotation marks high lighting dotted i's and crossed t's) figuratively a nouns sing moratorium for those accused of run on sentences, split infinitives, then versus than... incorrect usage of ellipses, et cetera. The justice of supreme court critically espied quotation marks (underscoring reductio ad absurdum Times New Roman regulation) against stiff penalty asper those who commit rhetorical perturbations! This lenient fiat occurred immediate by innocent omission of a colon, which subsequently, naturally, and immediately affected every future jury presiding over a defendant applying incorrect punctuation! A favorite comma cull anecdote often repeated by my late english grammar (a palliative to me psyche despite the multi-generational difference in age) happened when she celebrated twenty and counting punctual marks, whence time in utero came to an end period. Many question marks still abound as per the specific circumstances of this generally uneventful birth, only that she seemed to dash from the womb (of her mother – mine great grandmother christened Latina Greco) with a pointed exclamation declaration of independence while ****** constitution adorned with supposedly shimmering invisible golden braces and a full set of teeth. Somewhat averse to authoritarianism and mores of assuming the sir name of the groom, she maintained nom de plume affixed on her birth certificate. If born that way today, and ready to pledge marital vow, would probably follow the common custom and hyphenate name of beau similar to newlyweds of this day and at this very moment. Back in those days though, town’s folk exclaimed with pointed superstition that a baby born after being bracketed nine months within the womb (which seemed like an eternal sentence), and equipped with the means to chew would most likely experience little colon difficulty. As a dignified divine dowager, she willingly shared her cradle to graveside tidbits (populated with many wisecracks and marked quotations from a life that spanned more than a century21. Smart as a whip or pin (the latter term somewhat out of vogue), this independent woman (who married into nobility from humble roots) frequently evinced el shaped lips when the un suspecting recipient ensnared of her harmless ingenious pranks. Aside from what many considered childlike antics (which characteristic salient trait appealed to this grandson), she excelled at verbal adroitness and could spin a jesting lightly mocking pun, which seemed to quiver with an invisible apostrophe shaped blackened barb. Though privileged per parochial parents, her inherited empire and peers, the people of the proletariat class felt figuratively parenthetically included as persons of concern to this genteel dame. She exemplified and wore that moniker noblesse oblige with utmost august excellence, and whenever the need or wont arose to address the madding crowd (this crowned empress) resorted to non-verbal communication ala semaphore. Her lily-white hands (most often remained sheathed in Palmolive clad ding silken gloves - exuded a faint patrician touch) partitioned the air with arabesques accentuated with sign language for those among the teeming masses unable to hear or in fact deaf. Regular adherence to being grammatically (yet not necessarily politically) correct witnessed the air being sliced with even less familiar punctuation symbols such as the emdash, en-dash. Even doctorates of English and strict task masters (whose frowning scowls strongly resembled semicolons when even minor indiscretions, infractions, transgressions, et cetera with english language observed) never found fault with this former bohemian, whose rhapsodic, melodic, linguistic voice ameliorated dark memories from dereliction dis played by former queen. She also received the treatment of a champion lyricist, whereby every lyre (got set on fire) from utterance akin to a choir of hells angels, yet this chanteuse voice rang thru the azure vault causing the small hairs of the spine to experience a pleasant electric shock therapy.
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Feb 20, 2018
Feb 20, 2018 at 2:21 PM UTC
A Posse Trophy - By Hy Phen Made Declarative
Appearance of the New Courier (with namesake "Georgia Ives") flew into the courtroom faster than Bold face WingDings! After the judge opened the waxed sealed envelope stamped with the official legal imprimatur sound of silence filled the courtroom. After perusing highlighted principle details, a noticeable con jug gay shun didst Impact countenance of attired judge. Recess announced at authority decree (spelled out with quotation marks high lighting dotted i's and crossed t's) figuratively a nouns sing moratorium for those accused of run on sentences, split infinitives, then versus than... incorrect usage of ellipses, et cetera. The justice of supreme court critically espied quotation marks (underscoring reductio ad absurdum Times New Roman regulation) against stiff penalty asper those who commit rhetorical perturbations! This lenient fiat occurred immediate by innocent omission of a colon, which subsequently, naturally, and immediately affected every future jury presiding over a defendant applying incorrect punctuation! A favorite comma cull anecdote often repeated by my late english grammar (a palliative to me psyche despite the multi-generational difference in age) happened when she celebrated twenty and counting punctual marks, whence time in utero came to an end period. Many question marks still abound as per the specific circumstances of this generally uneventful birth, only that she seemed to dash from the womb (of her mother – mine great grandmother christened Latina Greco) with a pointed exclamation declaration of independence while ****** constitution adorned with supposedly shimmering invisible golden braces and a full set of teeth. Somewhat averse to authoritarianism and mores of assuming the sir name of the groom, she maintained nom de plume affixed on her birth certificate. If born that way today, and ready to pledge marital vow, would probably follow the common custom and hyphenate name of beau similar to newlyweds of this day and at this very moment. Back in those days though, town’s folk exclaimed with pointed superstition that a baby born after being bracketed nine months within the womb (which seemed like an eternal sentence), and equipped with the means to chew would most likely experience little colon difficulty. As a dignified divine dowager, she willingly shared her cradle to graveside tidbits (populated with many wisecracks and marked quotations from a life that spanned more than a century21. Smart as a whip or pin (the latter term somewhat out of vogue), this independent woman (who married into nobility from humble roots) frequently evinced el shaped lips when the un suspecting recipient ensnared of her harmless ingenious pranks. Aside from what many considered childlike antics (which characteristic salient trait appealed to this grandson), she excelled at verbal adroitness and could spin a jesting lightly mocking pun, which seemed to quiver with an invisible apostrophe shaped blackened barb. Though privileged per parochial parents, her inherited empire and peers, the people of the proletariat class felt figuratively parenthetically included as persons of concern to this genteel dame. She exemplified and wore that moniker noblesse oblige with utmost august excellence, and whenever the need or wont arose to address the madding crowd (this crowned empress) resorted to non-verbal communication ala semaphore. Her lily-white hands (most often remained sheathed in Palmolive clad ding silken gloves - exuded a faint patrician touch) partitioned the air with arabesques accentuated with sign language for those among the teeming masses unable to hear or in fact deaf. Regular adherence to being grammatically (yet not necessarily politically) correct witnessed the air being sliced with even less familiar punctuation symbols such as the emdash, en-dash. Even doctorates of English and strict task masters (whose frowning scowls strongly resembled semicolons when even minor indiscretions, infractions, transgressions, et cetera with english language observed) never found fault with this former bohemian, whose rhapsodic, melodic, linguistic voice ameliorated dark memories from dereliction dis played by former queen. She also received the treatment of a champion lyricist, whereby every lyre (got set on fire) from utterance akin to a choir of hells angels, yet this chanteuse voice rang thru the azure vault causing the small hairs of the spine to experience a pleasant electric shock therapy.
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i scream you scream we all scream ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Dec 20, 2017
Dec 20, 2017 at 8:13 PM UTC
ice cream
It's been a while since my heart first fluttered for you. and although (I hope) you'll never see these literary lines laid out for sake of my youthful embarrassment being whisked away I'm here with motives of sincere resolving. Boxes lined: | | beautiful | | forgiving | | purest heart of red I assume as usual that my reaches are always non-existent just as any romance thrown my way, but re-evaluation and stipulation are turning my blanks to realizations of life liberty and the pursuit of happiness your eyes still shine with golden flecks but the soul embroidered in the lining of your silouhette shines brighter than most..... so please stay permanent and don't let my impulsive writing scare you Blonde Haired Boy i do adore you. with open arms of friendship check-boxes |x| all of the above signed sincerely, lots of love
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Oct 23, 2017
Oct 23, 2017 at 5:43 PM UTC
Prologue to the Blonde Haired Boy
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Jul 22, 2017
Jul 22, 2017 at 11:22 PM UTC
23/07 : 04/21
I keep seeing your name on billboards in towns you have never been. A magician touched my bones and flowers grew out of my hands, i get high, i have new friends things are different. there are flowers in my hands again. if you get close they will die. I haven't been touched in so long. i fear if i do, my flowers will wilt, i do not want that to happen again. i no longer confine myself to lonely basements in the suburban town I grew up in. i explore different parts of my state, love a city most in my town will never venture to, Those places hold a home, one I thought I'd never find here I hold a boys clammy hand In fountain square He is so excited about the world Only a year younger than me but so less experienced I tell him he can find a home wherever he goes, But do not search for it somebody else's body. invite them to stay, and if they like it well enough They can settle there with you and if they get tired of it. remember it's your home. when i say that he just holds my hand tighter. can you invite me to stay, he says. stay in my home if you'd like, I say, but if the ghosts bother you, you can leave whenever you choose. I will not blame you , Sometimes they make it hard for me to sleep. but we can hide from them for a while In the tall buildings and the museums Pick a record. We can spin it all night long. don’t mind the ghost of the girl with the brown hair, if you read her one of my poems she’ll go away, when she comes back just read the lines i wrote about you over and over again. She wants me to settle in her body, but i remember the advice i told you, so i won’t. we can start up my car instead, and go to a random town and make it our home for a day. we will be complete strangers to it both, we will find the parts we love, and the parts we can do without- but we return to our home. he begins to know my home better. like it’s his own he knows where i keep my favorite books, where my paints are hidden, and my random folder of memories. he reads the old poems, and sees himself in the past me. my advice makes more sense now. and he appreciates my words more. i’m afraid he’ll make a home in me. when our knees touch on the couch we're both intoxicated with smiles and the worry doesn't sit in our minds we don't have to worry about the toxins when we're with eachother. the ghosts are unseen. It's easier with you. your nose doesn't scrunch when I laugh, you love more than my body, and understand why I've read slaughterhouse five six times. I start reading it you before you go to bed, six becomes seven. I read more to you- there are poems you don't understand But you think they're beautiful anyways. no matter how many metaphors i make about the sea you don’t call them cliche. i am not afraid to speak around you. it all comes easy now. i think it’s because we’re both home around each other, building homes in places we’ve never been, the dark haired ghost still lingers, i told you even when i was in a place i could call home, i never felt that way around her, you are not my home i say but you make home a whole lot better to be in, you are healthy, you handle my ghosts well. and i look at you, laying on the couch while a movie plays in the background, still- there’s a home here, and it does not involve me becoming your whole world or vice versa. it involves two people, who like being around each other, no matter where they call home, and being able to realize, that it’s okay to leave sometimes when the ghosts won’t let you sleep. and if i miss the movie you’re watching that is fine, i can watch it later and then we can chat about it in the dining room. with warm coffee, and cold feet. this is home for now. The sunlight pours in and hits our faces it makes admitting it easier. I hold your hand tight for the rest of the day. you make home a more beautiful place to be.
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Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 9:05 PM UTC
home.
I keep seeing your name on billboards in towns you have never been. A magician touched my bones and flowers grew out of my hands, i get high, i have new friends things are different. there are flowers in my hands again. if you get close they will die. I haven't been touched in so long. i fear if i do, my flowers will wilt, i do not want that to happen again. i no longer confine myself to lonely basements in the suburban town I grew up in. i explore different parts of my state, love a city most in my town will never venture to, Those places hold a home, one I thought I'd never find here I hold a boys clammy hand In fountain square He is so excited about the world Only a year younger than me but so less experienced I tell him he can find a home wherever he goes, But do not search for it somebody else's body. invite them to stay, and if they like it well enough They can settle there with you and if they get tired of it. remember it's your home. when i say that he just holds my hand tighter. can you invite me to stay, he says. stay in my home if you'd like, I say, but if the ghosts bother you, you can leave whenever you choose. I will not blame you , Sometimes they make it hard for me to sleep. but we can hide from them for a while In the tall buildings and the museums Pick a record. We can spin it all night long. don’t mind the ghost of the girl with the brown hair, if you read her one of my poems she’ll go away, when she comes back just read the lines i wrote about you over and over again. She wants me to settle in her body, but i remember the advice i told you, so i won’t. we can start up my car instead, and go to a random town and make it our home for a day. we will be complete strangers to it both, we will find the parts we love, and the parts we can do without- but we return to our home. he begins to know my home better. like it’s his own he knows where i keep my favorite books, where my paints are hidden, and my random folder of memories. he reads the old poems, and sees himself in the past me. my advice makes more sense now. and he appreciates my words more. i’m afraid he’ll make a home in me. when our knees touch on the couch we're both intoxicated with smiles and the worry doesn't sit in our minds we don't have to worry about the toxins when we're with eachother. the ghosts are unseen. It's easier with you. your nose doesn't scrunch when I laugh, you love more than my body, and understand why I've read slaughterhouse five six times. I start reading it you before you go to bed, six becomes seven. I read more to you- there are poems you don't understand But you think they're beautiful anyways. no matter how many metaphors i make about the sea you don’t call them cliche. i am not afraid to speak around you. it all comes easy now. i think it’s because we’re both home around each other, building homes in places we’ve never been, the dark haired ghost still lingers, i told you even when i was in a place i could call home, i never felt that way around her, you are not my home i say but you make home a whole lot better to be in, you are healthy, you handle my ghosts well. and i look at you, laying on the couch while a movie plays in the background, still- there’s a home here, and it does not involve me becoming your whole world or vice versa. it involves two people, who like being around each other, no matter where they call home, and being able to realize, that it’s okay to leave sometimes when the ghosts won’t let you sleep. and if i miss the movie you’re watching that is fine, i can watch it later and then we can chat about it in the dining room. with warm coffee, and cold feet. this is home for now. The sunlight pours in and hits our faces it makes admitting it easier. I hold your hand tight for the rest of the day. you make home a more beautiful place to be.
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to a lovely boy; i want to tell you that you're lovely. that you're beautiful. oh so beautiful. i want to tell you that you're eyes send me to a whole other world. that you're sweaters look adorable on you. i want to tell you that you're hair is hot when it's wet, and that you're smile slowly kills me everytime. In a good way of course. i want to tell you that you're perfect in my eyes. i want to tell you that i like your face, and your lips, and your eyes, and your fingers, and your cheeks, and just you in general. I want to tell you that, i like how you stay focused on your canvas when you draw, and you look only at your lines. i want to tell you that i like- love it when you hug me. i feel safe. i want to tell you that im falling dangerously in love with you, but i'm scared.
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Feb 28, 2016
Feb 28, 2016 at 10:48 PM UTC
[thoughts sealed in my mind]
I found a little ray of sunlight that was here the entire time. It was shining right in front of me and now I can call it mine. It makes me wonder how I hadn't noticed it before. Maybe it was hiding-- it probably was. But guess what? I found it. I found her. It took a while, but now we have all the time in the entire ******* world. A little ray of light. My little ray of sunshine.
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Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 9:56 PM UTC
A Little Ray of Sunshine