Shut up
stop ******* screaming at me
stop making me feel like a piece of nothing

Your words tear at my flesh
they leave my wounds open for disease
treat me like I'm your daughter, not a ***** up

Shut up
stop feeding me a ***** feeling
stop making me want to **** myself

Your voice eats my mind away
they are making me ruin my body
they want me to break my promises
Your the voice in my head, your suppose to protect me

Shut up
stop telling me I am lying
stop making me feel like ****

Your anger is crushing my last spirits
it is showing me that I am a terrible friend
it is slowly deteriorating my hope
You tell me I am your best friend, why are you breaking my soul

SHUT UP
you all need to leave me alone
your not helping me
you are making me worse
SHUT UP

It flows thick at first,
but it runs fast down the hand
crimson fire, a burning sensation,
heating chilled skin

a lost feeling
a drugged up mind
the racing slows as the pain
crawls through the body
everything seems to relax

the voices are hushed
eyes roll into blindness
gushing out of the wrist
sheets are stained red

a razor falls onto the floor
a deep breath taken
a sudden realization
scary thoughts of the future

long sleeves and bracelets
band-aids and makeup
anything to keep the secret safe
to stay out of the asylum

keeping the ridicule and whispers at bay
not letting the rumors spark up
the dark passenger is kept away
until the monster comes back to play