as tears fall from clouds
just like crumbs on the tables
i wish that i might be different
i hope that one day i'll be able

all the things i used to love
i hate now
so i'll sit here for a while
mixing in cubes of sugar until it saturates
this liquid that you love in the morning
wishing six carbon twelve hydrogen and six oxygen
pressed into shape was your smile
because cause you shouldn't be laughing at a word i say
though you might be finding this comical
or the thc in your brain makes it seem that way
i hurt you, and you hurt me
and friendship might be desired
i'm just old milk neglected on a hot summer day
don't use me for you sweetened cafe
im expired

you were there, god knows i need you man
holding the puzzle, together
while we both were dying to take our own apart

plastic six footers
your lungs are the only in one to clear the smoke
our friend mr. kool-aid is a tricky fellow
as we incinerate beautiful gifts from the earth,
let us destroy our movie collections
and flip back through them ten fold
you know them word for word dude
i thought i have skills with quotes

you were falling apart
help together we are both
both searching for something our friendship possesses

if you don't come by, i'm sure to be over before work
it seems like days haven't gone by
since BC mango and great lakes were had as fireworks celebrated.

i wanna see your face before you see maui
scared we'll never burn trees again
you are my best friend
i shouldn't be afraid
for i know you'll be there
with a tuxedo, as i start a family
i haven't met her yet

i'll be your best friend, and you shall be mine
no matter the distance, no matter the time
cause we'll still have those trips
where we didn't go anywhere
you said people might thing we were together, cause we always were,
splitting sticks of cancer
smoking each other up
dragging one another to bars or back form them
when feet wouldn't go in front of the other.

dude, you are my brother, i've never had
if you ever need anything, don't think to ask
i miss you like crazy whenever drums stomp
basses slap or guitars and voices sing
i'll listen to you and our old friends at work or with fake friends
and always tell them its the ****
for me music is something that takes me back
back to the dog days, were catch and air hockey were played,
so kick my *** at darts one more time
lets go grab a beer, have a spliff
and repeat,
i miss you!

if i was a bird
i'd fly through the ocean
live with the coral
and eat whatever i wanted to

but i'm just a boy
and i don't know a thing, you gotta let me know
whenever, oh i am falling a part

this might sound absurd
but if i was a roman
i'd live without morals
and lay with whoever i wanted to

but i'm just a boy
and i don't know a thing
i gotta let you know
oh i'm with you from the start

photos of turds
i send to my close friends
are little pictorials
of when i ate whatever i wanted to

but i'm just a boy and you're only a girl
both looking for love in a cold dark world
we found each other and put on a glove
now we just lay here in the sweat of our love
if you don't find reason
i'll find mine
to not lay together until we die

why don't you eat your heart out
i want to go to your house tonight
just to eat your ***** inside and out
but ill just dream of you tonight

so i heard you've got another,
the second man you've had since i last saw your eyes shine
oh how about we open up another slide
a scene where i am a dog
you say you're a feline
i dream of you and wish that i'm alive

well i know his kind,
and he wont care if you smile
in fact his last women
he treated as if they were vile

he's not the same as i am
i'm not the same man that i've been
shes not the same man i am
i'm not the same as i have been

oh how about we open up another slide
a dream of you, the same i have each and every night
the one where you told of how you love me
and it feels so right
oh god i wish these words were subliminal
so you would see 'em have a synapse
then feel miserable
i wanna kiss you from the outside of your eyes
you know the place where all the tears pool cause of a man i despise

he's not the same as i am
i'm not the same man that i've been
he's not the same man i am
i'm not the same as i have been

you kept me for as long as nature would let you,
then alone, in tears, they cut me from your torso
just like the two before
they were with fathers'
along with the first.
coco puffs were had in celebration
zach the lego maniac is not who i am
covered in your slime
separated and washed in a blanket,
now you can have me back,
i'll feed
i love you
though the blonde is now faded
i'm your little boy all the same,
just with depth in my voice
and that like my fathers' on chin and cheeks
you tell me i have such a nice face.
wrong i've only done to you and him
you him and i hug and wipe eyes.
things have changed,
distances are farther
talks grow longer
with no shame i'll shout,
i love her
pointing at you
my lovely mother.

though we are far,
i see a car
it reminds me
of we
i check to see
where they are
i'm a creep
tears on cheeks don't form
even if i hoped they would
of me every car i see
brings me to revelations
of how long
how far
these days have brought us
all and all
life's not cheap
whoever said memories fade
lied
there's nothing we've  done
and noting about you
i've forgotten

as mean drops fall without those intentions
i flick a bic and steal oxygen from lungs with fake friends,
outside "humans" without dreams
toss hands in the air
for funds they have
but autos in garages are scared.

memories break the glass in my thoughts
for there are folks here that love things i'm not
i'd be with a lover, and not have a heart for her,
she'd cling to me as barnacles do
but i'd  be the child scarping an itch, inflicting self conscious wounds.

run and hide all women,
for there are things that i need,
i'll please you in sheets and kitchens
but if you want my heart, i'll leave you hungry
that's just something
i said before i love you
that means if you don't
i'll just live till the casket alone