Please tell me if you're listening
Is it only I and open air?
I let myself crumble away
My eyes began to glisten
As I shivered standing there
Was there something more I could say?
As my eyes met your cold ones
I could not bare the pain
I panicked
I needed to keep it in one piece
Just for today
Please
Please
Don't do this
I felt my face get heated
I had broken
Blurry
I could barely see the crowded room
Dark
Empty
Alone
Running
As fast as I possibly could
To the nearest place
Sitting
I let everything be
how it was supposed to
And yes I let myself cry
He was gone
what else was there to do?
So I picked myself up
and I pretended to
have it together
For another
five
years