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816 · Apr 2010
no longer mutual feeling
syd codrington Apr 2010
Take my kindness for weakness
Then take me for granted
Water a seed of of anger that you jus planted
The hurt will grow
Water it with pain
No one can wipe these tears away
Its so easy the one who makes you smile can make it fade
Time can only tell
How things that were going good are not so well
I ask questions and When u reply
Nothing changes
I still want to cry
And though it pains us
Time will change us
We become strangers
Only me it angers
How could something i thought would last
Would tire me out so fast
Caz every time ur name is mentioned i jus wanna cry
Due to all the hurt you've caused inside
My smile is upside down
You thought id always be down
Rocking, riding
Up and downs
When i needed u ,u weren't around
You dont say i love you
The feeling is no longer mutual
Thought the one was you
I asked for an explanation
You gave me an abrieviation
I'd give you this citation
But you'd probably ask me why
Why!?
You are why
Why. Everything is wrong
I used to listen to love now i listen to sad songs
Music is the only one that didn't do me wrong
I promised myself to never get hurt again
I put so much trust in you my friend
That was my mistake
My fault that you do not comprehend
But if i had to do it all again
It would be with another man
There's no knowing that he would understand...
660 · May 2010
he's the light
syd codrington May 2010
See life is never easy
Nothing's handed to you for free
Not everything is pleasing
When people tell you what to and not to be.
And life is full of obstacles
A rollercoaster of ups and downs
Its seldom you'll find miracles when you dont believe in how
He is always there to guide you
In the darkness he's the light
When  you feel you're in a battle
He will help you fight
The alpha and omega
The beginning and the end
The one we call allah
I know he is my friend
And even though what you're  going through
And may feel like you may not make it out
Just go and talk to him, he will tell you how
Just look up to the sky
And know he'll be there
Sometimes you may not hear him
but he will always care.
See life is never easy
But he will guide you through
I know its hard to believe
Just trust that its the truth...
581 · Apr 2010
Untitled
syd codrington Apr 2010
I learned never to fall too fast
Caz when you fall you crash & burn
Sometimes you might catch yourself
Because before you had learned
The hard way is never easy
To give your heart  away
Because people are always fleeing
When you thought they'd stay
Their past may have you puzzled
As to what part of that remains with them now
Try to put those thoughts away try to figure out how
Far you both will go
How strong the trust will be
Hope and try to keep the bond from breaking
Never wanting to be free
From their arms
Because you love their embrace
And whenever they catch your eye a smile appears on you face
But sometimes you doubt their loyalty and you want to up and leave
But if i left right now i couldn't be free
Because im here falling
Falling surely but slow
I feel that i can trust you
But my  doesn't know
See I've been hurt before
So think twice before you take it
My  cannot take anymore
Treat it like glass; dont break it
My feet dont touch the floor
So yes,I learned never to fall too fast
Caz when you fall you crash & burn
Im leaving my trust & faith in GOD & you
That you and i will work out this turn...
507 · Apr 2010
Untitled
syd codrington Apr 2010
Emotionless is better than having emotion all
No one can toy with them so you'll never fall
Falling so hard when you hit the ground
They forgot to catch you ,you couldn't make a sound
It hurts and you're bleeding
Tears falling from you're eyes Choking breathless screaming
The pain is unbearable
You thought you were able
You feel like you want to die
Waking up every morning wanting to cry
And you remember why you enjoyed the thought of being alone
So sick of love songs
Because that way no one can hurt you
They no longer deserve you
You can make it work ,it'll jus take more time
If you cannot earn my trust back you are no longer mine.

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