I feel empty inside Nowhere to run or hide Wish for a self destruct key Blown apart I'd be free Behind my eyes I see my thoughts Rabid incoherent plots Slam my head into the wall Just ******* break it all Smash the bones rip the skin Drain this blood im drowning in Brains on fire I grow tired Of feelings without reason Constant case of self treason Trapped in the shell of me Not where im supposed to be
Frozen little masterpiece Drifting toward the ground Fluttering movements cease Melting without a sound More of you falling on me An army of ice Now the color I cannot see Isn't that nice
Its nice to be reminded I can't hide in you you're an ocean, oh so quiet of the deepest blue I would smother in your waterfall In those currents I can't breathe at all Frozen in that darkened sea It could never be you and me
My heart's a little sad I try to keep it glad With candy thoughts and Tequila shots How did i end up here Dancing with adult fear A little dead inside With nowhere to hide
And this is why I drink For times when I don't want to think About those pretty boys With their ******* ploys or the bills and debt sorta things the fact that these burns still sting I binge to Smile Once inna while Poison the pain or just go insane