Waiting for christmas
Oh you are so beautiful
Surrounding by the light
Colouring all over those life individuality

Special food
Special friends
Special family
Special presents
All is special december

Christmas is come
Everyone is smiling
Whether what they feels are
Lonely,blue,hurts,etc
The christmas love erased it

Warm,tender,lovely,nice,pure love
Regards to the special one from us
Merry Christmas.

Come! closer to me
more closer
more closer

touched my heart
take my soul
take my spirit to your Kingdom

your hands grabbed me
soft, warm
your love pure than scintillation light
free as a dove

I bow, pray, how grateful I am
tears fell down gently across my cheek
you sealed my lips with your eyes
my head go down, I am embarrass

your eyes looking at me
saying I love you still
my body is shaking
my heart beating very fast
To feel the eternal happiness

Come! closer to me
more closer
more closer
don't runaway from me

how could I get runaway from you ?
you have captured
my mind
my body
my soul
and my love
*eternity

Maybe your not smart as you are
Maybe your not good as you told
Maybe your not just like to manipulate but also likes to treat woman rudeness
Maybe your not that just crazy but also insane

Maybe your not handsome as he is
Maybe your not adult as your age
Maybe your not romantic as my ex-boyfriend does
Maybe your not polite as gentleman attitude

Maybe your not kind enough
Maybe your not type of man that I really want or love
Maybe your not the choosen one
Maybe your not adorable or irresistable man as women usually do says to you

Maybe your not rich
Because of the maybe no wonder all woman left you.

I sat on the white sand
seeing the blue sky surrounded with clouds
feel the breeze gently moving my hair touches my face
feel the water wet my feet
feel the light of sun warm my skin

now, i'm walking on the sand near by the ocean with left traces but then erased by the water
the day i met you has left memory that can not be erase

talked with you is enough for me to cheer my soul
to see the way you laughed
the way your eyes while looking at me
to start to kiss me
the way you hold me warmed and tenderly
the way you walked beside me
deep in my silents i kept what i have felt inside
wish i could give you more
but silents i could only gives to you

My apologize to touched your heart
precious memories will be a part of my life
But if you come back
you realize something has unfinish between us
but silents i could only gives to you

I'm moving forward
deep in my silents i kept what i have felt inside to you
so i'm looking that blue sky and grateful to God
I still have chances to met you
from a distance i wish you all the best
as my pray to you.

~xoxo~

A man or A woman always been says I Love You.
When a man or a woman say I Love You, is he or she say it in real ?

Some Man say I Love You as taking control of woman
Some Man say I Love You as for pleasure or trully in Love
And Some Man say I Love You just for kissing a fool

The other side....

Some Woman say I Love You because they're in love
Some Woman say I Love You just faking it
Some Woman say I Love You as for pleasure

I Love You.....wonderful word
So, if a man or a woman were say it. Which one of man or woman is.

Sees yourself on a pleasure
You use soap during shower
Bubbles everywhere, romantic and ******
Pleasuring yourself with
Yeah tasted really unspeakable

Clean yourself then washing it
Washed every moments
Although keeps coming back over
Feels again. Fill yourself with
Covering yourself in romantic and ******

Yes till on top....releases all those pleasure
That hold you
Don't stop. It is unstoppable.

Where is my prince ?
I'm looking at him,
He's not there to rescue me.
Where is my love ?
I'm looking at him,
He's not here.
Where is my king ?
I'm waiting him,
He's come to me.