Trust shouldn’t have to be earned
It shouldn’t be something
that you can gain
It shouldn’t cost anything
Yet it does.
It costs
Effort
Heartbreaks
Tears
Apologies
and most of all
It costs time.
Don’t waste time
trying to be the trusted one
Spend time showing
That you’re worth the time.

Time kills

as well as it heals

it does nothing to relieve pain

It does nothing to mend a broken heart

for someone that is so broken

so torn

that nothing can mend their emotions

nothing can save them

from the tragedy of loving another

that pain never leaves

it may dull

it may become numb

But it is still there

It is the inexplicable part of love

Something so powerful

yet its weak

the fortress has fallen

an impermeable feeling

barricaded thoughts

and words

**its always words

Im always here for you

Whether you like it or not

I’m here waiting

Just waiting for you to notice me again

Then a few words

I jump to the front of your mind

I burn your heart again

You think I’m worth it this time

Then you lose me

I fall back down into the abyss

I’m still here

Making you numb

Calling your name

Then with just a few words

I rear up again
As untamed as the first day

Burning stronger



But yet you have no name for me

You’ll name me, but you can not describe me

I’m the indescribable feeling



I’m indescribable to those that bare with me the most


**And my name is Hope

It hurts
But it makes it better
If just for a while
It goes away
Leave me be for a bit
But it too hurts
Why do I do it
I have no reason
My life is fine
But something inside
Is not
I think my mind is going
It’s leaving
And taking no prisoners
I should welcome it
As a fact of life
But I don’t want life
The good days
Do not make up
For all the bad
All that is bad
Can not be turned into good
It’s too late
My mind has gone
And there
Is not turning back
Just the wait
For it all
To end

All this pain
Its everywhere
It plagues the world
Infects every happy heart
Slowly makes its way through
Death
It leaves death in its path
Maybe not a dead body
But a dead soul
A lost spirit
It forces love out
Turning the heart to stone
You can’t see it
But you can feel it
Sense it in someone
Run
Run now
Before the darkness infiltrates
Your last hope
Beat it
Overcome it
You are stronger than the darkness
That draws you in
Be the light
That blackens the darkness
Disperses the hate
And brings back
Love
Courage
And most of all
Bring back the hope

All these people
Yet still all alone
I haven’t spoken in a while
Since there is no need
Trapped in a hole
Of people
Complete strangers
Stuck here among
Men and women
All ages
All shapes
Yet still not fitting in
Not belonging to anyone
Wanting to be wanted
Yet noone has said a word
They hurt just as bad
As spoken words
Aimed directly for the heart
A random one
The one just sitting here
Waiting
Waiting to be noticed
Waiting to be loved

My heart is breaking
Piece by piece
With each tear
Another chips off
Falls down to the sheets
Lost in a vast, white
Nothing
It gets lost in nothing
But it holds everything
Pain
From no suffering
Sadness
From no grief
There is nothing to cause it
But they still flow
They fall like raindrops
Quieter
Unnoticed
Uncared
And uncaring
Tears don’t care
They don’t care what is happening
About family, friends
They are selfish
Leaving, as they take another piece
Bit by bit
More and more
The heart turns to stone
It’s alright
It’s okay
But sometimes its not
Being alone
Lost
Confused
Hopeless
Tempting to give up
But trudging on
No reason
No feeling left
Until the next time
The next night
And they fall again