My soul yearns for more,
but i'm helpless.
like a bird-wings cut off-
I flutter around ,
in search of that something.

Dripping with guilt,
of all the days I let go by,
enclosed in the dungeon of dark life,
I lie there,
waiting for someone to knock.

Somewhere - I imagine,
somewhere far off,
there is light.
light that can give me sight.


But i'm bound in chains,
to the firm grip,
of my groaning painful past.

I wear a scarf,
one that masks my wounds;
but my bleeding heart,
I cannot hide.

BEING THERE ,
Seeing it all;
Merely being a doll ,
Pinned  to the wall,
I've no choice,
But  to just be there .
Witness it all.
I feel so helpless,
Like  I can do nothing ,
But see them suffer as they suffer-
Yearning for help.

I see many reach out to them,
Their kindness easing  much pain;
My mind burns inside of me,
My heart reaches out to them-
To those who suffer;
But the glass wall ,
There it is ,
Blocking  my path-
Too high to climb,
Too thick to penetrate.
But all, just for now.

The wall will perish over time,
My will will grow strong over time,
And one day,
My heart will reach out for them,
And  I –making my way through the broken glass ,
Will be there for them-
Later when ,
When the glass wall breaks,
And my will grows strong.

We build the castles we destroy,
We pave the road to our destruction;
All so clear to all,
But all live under the guise of ignorance,
‘Cause to accept all this,
Would mean a hurt to our ego,
A stain on the face of our built-up humanity.
Lies, deception, jealousy, hatred -
Making way for more of these.
True humanity smudged and hidden,
By the hands that should nurture it.
Waging wars against fellow brothers and sisters,
Fighting to own the land that isn’t anyone’s to own,
It all seems so stupid to my silly eyes.
Ready to sacrifice self,
To fulfill someone’s selfish needs and beliefs;
I don’t see the point,
Why  bring more shame,
When shame we live in;
Why push our children ,
Into the same worthless lives as ours?
For once ,let us wage a war,
A war against wars,
A war against evil,
A war for unity,
For maimed humanity.

Don’t run away lil bird ……………………
This life's hard ,
You see,..Life makes you cry,
But you do get to smile,
You get to make friends-
Friends who think  you matter,
People crave to live more,
But they get suicidal.
Yes lil bird .
I kno  tis complicated,
But you still wanna get its essence,
Coz its refreshing.
Life by itself's beautiful,
But I warn you lil bird,
Darkness looms every nook and corner,
You could get hurt.
Yes,lil bird ,
Its adventurous,
But carefull  lil bird,
You could get stuck-
In a bush,
In the gooey sticky mud;
Remember to make only the right mistakes

I wish to breathe the breeze that bounced off your face
Your thought haunting every point of my brain
From the sun that sees me at dawn
To  the glittering  moon,
To the sun that sees me the next dawn,
Everyone asks-
As to why I blush?
I whisper unintelligibly -
You are the reason.
The thief of my being,
The missing piece of my puzzle,
I wait desperately for you.

Really wish the whole concept of life were much more simpler.
I wish love was the basis of all thing alive-
And it is ,
Its just  that we felt so advanced-
In technology,
In religion,
In life,
We never  wanted to take the road back
To pick something up, as common as love.
Our cramped  existence,
In the midst of extreme religion,
In the midst of morales,
In the midst of all things we created,
In the midst of all the junk we created,
Life is just  a concept-
Philosophers rely on.
Why some cry away in tunnels unseen ,unheard?
Why are some stripped of love?-
Destined to wait forever.

Can love be contained in the hands of a few?-
Yes, it can,dear philosophers.
Today's world is the proof.

To think i've to live
yet another dreadful day ,
in your absence-
reach out for you,
but not find you near me-
makes my heart groan in pain,
I tear out at all beside me,
All, who try to ease my pain-
But none easing any pain-
Only making it worse,
Only Making your absence more visible,

Honey, where are you?
What did I do wrong-
To deserve this pain.

Am I in a nightmare?
Are you still sleeping beside me,..?

…,Dear?
I hear no answer.
I turn in bed to hug you,
A cold pillow replaces your warmth..
The pain returns ,
My heart is wrung inside out,
I can bear no more.
Your  coffee mug,
Sits empty beside my cold,
Untouched   lifeless coffee.

Honey , don’t you see me?
Struggling without you.
Please ,…
Come ease my pain.