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332 · Aug 2014
I can't say
Susy Aug 2014
I can't say when we'll meet again
I don't, and  I'm mad
I don't know what life is anymore  but I don't want to make you sad
I don't like all these selfish thoughts
It's my  story but I don't even know the plot
Yes my story I'm not allowed to read
I just wish I could be freed undo the chains of teen life get my messed up feeling out of my brain
I'm tired of questioning people think I'm going insane
You tell me life is threatening and that I can see but I've never realized how much consolation it is when we both on the same thing agree
Sometimes I don't need all the answers I just need to admit that life is what it is  and sometimes I just want to quit
Glad your stubborn as a mule and Will make me persevere
But sometimes I can't escape the tears
I wish it could all go away, that you could be near, me
Cause missing half of my heart I need you desperately
You were the one I fit with who knew me better than I understand me
I'm nothing without you I'm like a dying tree
I need water but this life can be so dry
I wear my heart on my sleeve
But now I don't want people to pry
I'd rather be left alone with our memories
Yes I'm so flippin exhausted from being a dead tree and as for this life I can't say where it's going to lead me.
Everyone can hide who they are and look like they have it all together I can do that to but it's not me this is and life is threatening.
Susy Aug 2014
Shut up like eyes that never see sunlight you hide.
You think that you want to live life to the fullest but you can't till you let down your guard your black hair hides those beautiful bright green eyes
Oh the wonderful things that would happen if you would just try
Life WILL **** if you have your eyes on the rear view mirror stop looking at the past look forward you'll see things clearer
You've been hurt its true but right now the only one hurting you IS you
Stuck believing lies you are and they can be deceiving
But see where your true identity lies
Smash the mirror it's relieving
It will never really show you who you want to be but who your not
It will just make you ******* up it will just make your soul rot
So if you really want to experience life go on its not going to hurt you anymore than you hurt you
please agree with me on this one thing it's true
I want to see your eyes light up just like the stars
I want people to see you for who you really are
I want you to stop pretending when will you ever see
That you don't need to change yourself to truly be the beautiful person you so badly want to be
You already are don't listen to their taunts
Your valued don't you understand at least you are to me come on already take my hand take down your walls then you'll truly see.
For everyone out there who've been missing life for far to long. Let your walls down you'll have much more fun. Seriously

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