My hands are bruised and bleeding
I have tears running down my face
I'm laying on the cold hard ground
Praying for God to show me grace

I'm not sure how I got to this part
So upset that I had to act out
Something was hurting my heart
All I could do was pout

I'm not an attention *****
Sometimes I need to speak my mind
But something in me needed more
So I left the words behind

Here I am on my ground crying
Hoping this will one day pass
Laying open on the floor
Like broken shattered glass

My dreams turned into nightmares
My smiles turned to tears
My skin turned into scars
My days turned into years
My joy turned into pain
My sweet turned into sour
My sunshine turned into rain
I have lost all of my power

Fight she said
You are not a quitter
I won't let you end up dead.

Look up she told me
You can't close your eyes now
I need you to see.

Keep going she encouraged
You are worthy girl
I won't let you get discouraged.

I love you I whisper
I will stay strong
I love you sister.

Ending my life is not an option
So what am I going to do?
Pick up my fists and prepare for battle
Cause I'm fighting this war through.

In this home I feel broken
My soul is beaten
My heart is frozen
My chest is heavy from tension
I can't breathe anymore
And I still can't grasp your attention.

Oceans deep
Waters blue
Wanting love
Only wanting you

Tears running down my face
Only seeking your embrace
I can't hold on for much longer
I thought I was much stronger
Please come save me from this hell
I need you, can't you tell?
My heart is broken and bleeding
I'm laying on the floor pleading
For my life
For you...