In the midst of conundrum ,

massive leaks of an unknown entity
invaded the cardia of a lass.
Some say it was an accident,
some say she chose to open her doors.

Yes, that was a fifth of a decade ago.
On a pedestal, this entity stood tall.
Unbearing the word "compassion", yet -
rust of any clear understanding of the world

Vulnerable :
On to that word she had travelled
"In her head", said an entity,
"crushing her own trust in me".
End of story, - or so she thought!

Beneath it all, a fountain full -
Indelible memories alone;
just drift back and forth like a pendulum.
An awful ending?
No, it really is just a beginning.

Didn't you know I couldn't find you?
All over this almost empty room, I've searched.
You come with no warning or sound and it makes it harder to recognize that you're here

But then, you saved us and brought us home
Did you know the world stopped when you gave your arms at last?
I  should've never stopped believing, never stopped contemplating

So I did forget that for once we were one.

My spectacles differed than yours
I really thought we were separated
Those moments, too uninspiring,
I had no one to turn to anymore
I never have recognized that you've always been here

But then there you stood stronger than the earth,
Your feet planted deep
And the soil went outrageous

I should've never stopped asking, never stopped believing, never lost my trust in you.

none of you have changed since I've left.

the dim light flicker the same flicker;
as you approach me, i opened my hands to you.

but you stop.
and in reverse motion, walked out the door.

Has the sun risen yet?
Because I want to make sure the path towards home is lit for you
You got lost once, I'm not letting your eyes avert before you get here

A little cabin awaits you here, with me in it
Pick this or your gold-adorned walls in the other village

I don't blame you if you don't want to come back; the air here is soon becoming hazy
Just don't forget to write letters to me

Has the sun risen yet?
Because maybe, this time, you'll stay and I'll find this path of yours

I'll only leave if you want me to stay safe inside my little cabin

I hope your doors aren't locked because when the sun rises, I'll start my journey

Breathe In

Ready?
Visual, auditory, kinesthetic
Light, sound, touch

Buildings are of the same shape, stiff outlining
People talk the same way, smell like the same scents
The air's texture caresses me at the same places, softly

Breathe out
Have I left home at all?

Days went by
Eerie sounds of nature,
Across the forests of darkness
Trotted along to haunt
She still didn't wake up

In the mid of night,
She woke up and screamed

Screamed until she couldn't
Childhood dreams went back
And tortured her in her sleep
Ranting inside her all night, but she
Yawned and settled back to sleep

As I sat on a small chair
The chair of eternal bliss
Finding someone that would care
Someone who willed for a kiss

The chair of eternal bliss
It shone like a star
My love is more than this
A dream, a dream too far

It shone like a star
And it blinded my heart
It turned into a frozen bar
Of ice that could break apart

And it blinded my heart
Made its love go away
I had to run back to the start
Because I ran out of things to say