Everything is crashing down on her
Like a wave full of regret.
Heartache, pressure, drama,
Things she wishes she could forget
She thought she had control
She thought she'd stopped the pain
But everything is going wrong
It feels like she's becoming insane
Her friends are abandoning her,
Her family forgets she exists
She tries to tell her best friend
But "everything will be okay" she insists
When she bottles things up, 
She'll eventually break
And no one can help her
It feels like a mistake
But when she tells how she feels
Everyone assumes it's for attention
Then she's blamed for everything
As if She'd put herself through an intervention
Nobody understands  
But without these people she isnt whole
Nothing is in the right place
All of her emotions are out of control
It feels like shes locked away
And cant find the key
Trapped with herself
She is her own worst enemy

My darlin'
O sweet darlin'
Nigh wish you were
I, like the warm chrysalis of the summer
Sun, wrapped in a spring night ephemeral and
Halcyon, enraptured by a vivid dream
Amorphous.