Do you know how it feels like?
Having a body that needs to survive but having a brain that wants to die tonight
Having a body that is so tired even you're not doing anything
And a brain that keeps on thinking even you're tired of overthinking all night

Do you know how it feels like?
Needing someone to be by your side but no one's there for you
Asking for help but no one's willing to listen to you
Needing attention but all you can do is say 'nevermind' because you're tired to argue

Do you know how it feels like?
Struggling to fake a smile just to hide what you feel
Containing yourself in a cage where no one can judge you
Knowing that your smiles and laughs ain't real

Do you know how it feels like?
Needing for something you know you can't have
Because you're so afraid to try
And you know that you don't deserve love