If you're going to take me right now, take me.
I would rather die in my sleep than feel the feeling of dying every day.

In reality, relationships are messy, and when the relationship is messy, you don't just run away. When you really love the person, that's the time you're going to stay.

I'm lost in my emotion
Butterflies in my stomach
Your voice in my head
I do. I do deeper

I found you
I had a feeling that I had known you
And felt like you knew me
Like we're connected from past lives

I was in the dark for a long time
But you shine so bright and color me yellow
I never thought I'm gonna love this
Your warm embrace every morning, my sun.

There are days that it hurts more when you wake
up and the pain you felt before is there.
Like a broken glass that you keep pouring ale to,
stuck in reverse.

You want to feel understood. To feel the warmth of
embrace and longing for home but the people around you
can't see that in you. Even if you showed what's behind
your mask, they never wanted to dive in your mind.
Is it wrong? That you need to became strong?

Our beautiful soul in the wind, only the perfect eyes
can see. The right one that helps you get rid of pain and make you feel alive again.

I know,
Life is really fvcking hard
It hits you so bad that you can't move
Question and destroy all your beliefs
Feel deeply the heavy inside

But, hey, stay soft
Accept instead of expect
Don't make the same mistake
Grow and learn from it

People are not like birds in the cage
We are the wind that move in a series of turns
Gravity that keeps us on the ground
The Sol and Luna, heat and light that can be seen at night

My dear, step so far outside your comfort zone
Be free that you forget how to go back
Feel and learn the beauty in it
And say what's truly in your eyes

Keep yourself on fire
Let the warm embrace you
Don't let fear eat you again
This time, it'll be different

The lights turn off
The darkness fool me
All of the nights
My demons beside

Never listen to the whisper in your ears
You are in the right direction now
Don't stop, go as slow as you want
Take a leap of faith for yourself

Lost in the chaos
But you were there
A glimpse of hope
A color to my life

I tried all just to **** what's inside me
When everything was falling apart
You fixed the trauma of my childhood
And saved me from myself

The loved we shared
The feelings I felt
The things I learned
I'm never gonna experience from anyone

So many questions
Yet I still don't have all the answer
I just know that we wake up one day
It's time to let go

Comfort become an endless fight
Support turned into throwing things
Sweet talks become bitter words
Touch become bruises

Together but distant
Two ships pass in the night
At first, its ecstatic and contented
You made me believe

I thought we were still in the same page
So I tried to change the ending
But you stabbed me in the back again
And you lost me in the story

Even in hard times
Find joy in it
If you have nothing to do for now
You can sing and let it all out

Remembering
Calm and scenic space
Gazing at the sea
Drinking the sweetest ale

Our favorite serenade
Night that we danced
Every word you said
Everything embedded

Kiss in forehead
Hug that means a lot
It's like a fairytale
But different ending

Escape from reality
Running to a spot
Raging emotion
Broken soul

Silent battles no one ever knew
Hiding, wiping away the tears
Denying that I'm terrified to die alone
I'm drowning on my own

Deep sense behind the art
Music that feel sentimental
The absence eating me up
Is there still hope?

People think they don't have a choice
Talks nonsensical and haughtiness
Most of them share melancholy stories
Mistreatment became sacrifice
I guess this is how reality is here

Behind the pair of eyes
You can see the sorrow
Every smile and laugh
Feel the agony

In the corner of my mind
It depletes me
Soul craving for serenity
My Angel, take me home

In the middle of the night
Waking up crying from a dream
Remembering the feeling
Saying your goodbyes

Age getting older, time goes by
Still grieving from things that will not change
Getting some sleep is not an escape from pain
But there I see you smile and hear your voice calling my name

Good old memories
Holding on to everything
Don’t wave your hand
Until we meet again

Leaves falling off of tress
People walking on the streets
Cars passing by
Everything is blurry

This pain and emptiness
How long am I gonna feel this?
Cuts that never heal
Carried until last minute