Calm.
Fresh air.
Pink and orange sky.
Meaningful talks.
Right moment.

It's not loud or obvious.
But it's still there.
It lingers in the stolen glances.
You just feel it.

At night, ruminating.
I'll run to you.
I'll come to you.
Take my kidney with you.

We both breath the same air of agony.
We both speak the same language of shattered souls.
We both put an elated mask on a glum face.

Even in the dark, I saw you.
I saw the mourning eyes.
I saw the sunken scars.

I feel the urge.
I feel the warmth.
I feel the silence.

You're a beautiful piece of art.
You're a calm ambient music.
You're an unturned page.

If you're going to take me right now, take me.
I would rather die in my sleep than feel the feeling of dying every day.

In reality, relationships are messy, and when the relationship is messy, you don't just run away. When you really love the person, that's the time you're going to stay.

I'm lost in my emotion
Butterflies in my stomach
Your voice in my head
I do. I do deeper

I found you
I had a feeling that I had known you
And felt like you knew me
Like we're connected from past lives

I was in the dark for a long time
But you shine so bright and color me yellow
I never thought I'm gonna love this
Your warm embrace every morning, my sun.

There are days that it hurts more when you wake
up and the pain you felt before is there.
Like a broken glass that you keep pouring ale to,
stuck in reverse.

You want to feel understood. To feel the warmth of
embrace and longing for home but the people around you
can't see that in you. Even if you showed what's behind
your mask, they never wanted to dive in your mind.
Is it wrong? That you need to became strong?

Our beautiful soul in the wind, only the perfect eyes
can see. The right one that helps you get rid of pain and make you feel alive again.

I know,
Life is really fvcking hard
It hits you so bad that you can't move
Question and destroy all your beliefs
Feel deeply the heavy inside

But, hey, stay soft
Accept instead of expect
Don't make the same mistake
Grow and learn from it