Lost in the chaos
But you were there
A glimpse of hope
A color to my life

I tried all just to **** what's inside me
When everything was falling apart
You fixed the trauma of my childhood
And saved me from myself

The loved we shared
The feelings I felt
The things I learned
I'm never gonna experience from anyone

So many questions
Yet I still don't have all the answer
I just know that we wake up one day
It's time to let go

Comfort become an endless fight
Support turned into throwing things
Sweet talks become bitter words
Touch become bruises

Together but distant
Two ships pass in the night
At first, its ecstatic and contented
You made me believe

I thought we were still in the same page
So I tried to change the ending
But you stabbed me in the back again
And you lost me in the story

Even in hard times
Find joy in it
If you have nothing to do for now
You can sing and let it all out

Remembering
Calm and scenic space
Gazing at the sea
Drinking the sweetest ale

Our favorite serenade
Night that we danced
Every word you said
Everything embedded

Kiss in forehead
Hug that means a lot
It's like a fairytale
But different ending

Escape from reality
Running to a spot
Raging emotion
Broken soul

Silent battles no one ever knew
Hiding, wiping away the tears
Denying that I'm terrified to die alone
I'm drowning on my own

Deep sense behind the art
Music that feel sentimental
The absence eating me up
Is there still hope?

People think they don't have a choice
Talks nonsensical and haughtiness
Most of them share melancholy stories
Mistreatment became sacrifice
I guess this is how reality is here

Behind the pair of eyes
You can see the sorrow
Every smile and laugh
Feel the agony

In the corner of my mind
It depletes me
Soul craving for serenity
My Angel, take me home

In the middle of the night
Waking up crying from a dream
Remembering the feeling
Saying your goodbyes

Age getting older, time goes by
Still grieving from things that will not change
Getting some sleep is not an escape from pain
But there I see you smile and hear your voice calling my name

Good old memories
Holding on to everything
Don’t wave your hand
Until we meet again