I wish I could move backwards,
When everything was so great
Happy from the inside and everything was fine
No sorrow or any kind of misery
Just smiles and laughter.
Gone are those days when I could feel that embrace
When people used to look up at me
Gone is that time when people actually felt good for me
Now everybody just stare and leave
When will they get it that’s just the way I am.
Bewildered, angry, full of hatred
All I think of are how to burn it to the ground
Everything I hate they gyrate around me
take orbit in a never ending circle around and about
But why I think sometimes, Why can’t they just go away?
I would love to make it move backwards
When everything would go just as planned
Heck, when you did not even need a plan
When there were no rules that applied
Nor were there any kind of decree.
So I wish it could go backwards but
Sorrowfully none of them go that way.
What once done cannot be undone
So no, it does not go backwards.