In the snowy night, I've been feeling lonely
Waiting for day light to bring me some hope
Even the lonely night, turns into beautiful day
Only if I got you by my side

Everything changes when we're face to face
All of my worries and fears disappear in a moment
But do you feel the same, As I do and I wished?
See a brand new sky? Or maybe stuck in time?

Scenarios, a thousand in my head
In one you're standing close
And in one you're far ahead
Is it hard to believe?
Is it hard to understand?
That I need you to stay by my side

A little different, than everybody else
Looking so fine
But so hard to get
Is it hard to believe?
Is it hard to understand?
That I need you to stay by my side

Underneath my own skin, I never really knew
Underneath my own shadow, I never really knew
The real me, behind the smiling mask
The real me, underneath the pain

I was lost in the dark, By you I was found
You became the light who lit up my world
From every side, I'm just hearing one sound
And I know it's your voice, which makes my heart pound

Scenarios, a thousand in my head
In one you're standing close
And in one you're far ahead
Is it hard to believe?
Is it hard to understand?
That I need you to stay by my side

A little different, than everybody else
Looking so fine
But so hard to get
Is it hard to believe?
Is it hard to understand?
That I need you to stay by my side

Without knowing I hangback
Trying to avoid a lot of things I know I can't
With a single step I dropback
Cuz' I know that this feeling isn't gonna last

Sometimes things change on their own
Sometimes change can hurt alot
Sometimes it's best to be alone, but
Sometimes it feels like, a tangled knot

Memories and memories they all flood by
Asking me to play my part and keep my
smile
But why is it so hard? Why does it hurt to
cry?
I feel like my emotions are stacked in a pile

I start to stutter cause I don't know what to
say
I start to tremble cause I don't know where
I'll be
The feeling different I just wanna run away
And I'm afraid for what they're gonna see

I lie to myself all day
Acting as if nothing has ever gone wrong
So many things I wanna say
But I dunno if you can follow through along

Everyday I wake up, wiping my dried tears
Everynight I drift off, staring at the ceiling
When I walk by, I can feel their glares
Maybe cuz' they don't get what I'm sayin'

Everytime is different, but the ends the
same
Looking for a way to get out of this maze
But nothing seems to work, this is an
endless game
I'm stuck in this forever, that's my lucky
guess

I start to stutter cause I don't know what to
say
I start to tremble cause I don't know where
I'll be
The feeling different I just wanna run away
And I'm afraid for what they're gonna see

Memories and memories they all flodd by
Asking me to play my part and keep my
smile
But why is it so hard? Why does it hurt to
cry?
I feel like my emotions are stacked in a pile

Never thought these words would leave my
mouth
Shall I say "I'm missing you"?
You complete me, make me whole
But I don't know what to say to you

You're like the star, high up above
Shining so bright, still out of my reach
Waiting for you, to come take my hands
But you are gone, like our gone days
You've been the one for me
Guess I'm not the one for you

Love is such a painful thing
Which hurt and colored me blue
I pity me, but love is the game
I'll play again if with you

'Cuz I am stuck with you, and your "love"
Don't wanna escape this maze
Waiting for you, to come and hold me
But you are gone, like our gone days
I try to reach out to them
But I can't seem to reach it

No matter how hard I wanna cry
No matter how hard I wanna fly
It gets harder every
Single time I try

I guess there's no going back
Though I can not get out this daze
Waiting for you, to come and lead me
But you're gone, like our gone days
I wish to forget you
So I don't hurt myself

Like the first petal of spring, you bloom in
my heart
Makin' my fall harder than what it has been
Looking ahead I see the shining moonlight
Surrounding you, the most beautiful I've
ever seen

My Beloved, The presure's unreal
My Beloved, Do you know what I feel?
In the rain, with you I wanna dance
All I need is just a chance

Even if I try to run, I'm drawn back to you
Why is it so hard for me to come n tell?
The only thing trapping me are the thoughts
of you
You won't hear it even if I yell

My Beloved, The presure's unreal
My Beloved, Do you know what I feel?
I'm trapped in your trance
All I need is just a chance

Seconds to minutes to hours and to days
Everything is the same as it was, till the
date
Once again, I am stuck in my place
Do you want it all served on a silver plate?

My Beloved, The presure's unreal
My Beloved, Do you know what I feel?
When you show me your glance
All I need is just a chance

I've been spacin' out lately
The reason is you
Now it's become daily
I wish it wasn't true

Like the first petal of spring, you bloom in
my heart
Makin' my fall harder than what it has been
Looking ahead I see the shining moonlight
Surrounding you, the most beautiful I've
ever seen

I hate, I hate the fact I'm still hoping,
To follow the light that blinds me.
It's so dark, I was covered in darkness,
Only your face is what I could see.
The story of you and I,
Sounds like a fairytale come true.
A new chapter is written,
Does it sound real to you?

Feels like something I only imagine,
Your smile is what keeps me going.
Look around you, this is,
The secret I'm sharing.
Hours feel so short and quick,
Forever is what I'll be wishing.
Fade into existence, if I'm dreaming,
Love of my heart, got my heart racing.
You don't know about,
The things you got me feeling.
Hour feel so short and quick,
Forever is what I'll be wishing.

You've got me, got me runnin' in circles,
You've got me losing my mind over you.
Between black and white, the grey's my truth,
And between life and death, lies you.
Everytime you look, my heart crumbles,
What runs through my mind, I wish you knew.
I'm stuck in a dream I can't break through,
Every love song whispers your name, too.

Feels like something I only imagine,
Your smile is what keeps me going.
Look around you, this is,
The secret I'm sharing.
Hours feel so short and quick,
Forever is what I'll be wishing.
Fade into existence, if I'm dreaming,
Love of my heart, got my heart racing.
You don't know about,
The things you got me feeling.
Hour feel so short and quick,
Forever is what I'll be wishing.

Now has come the day I wish did not
But it will soon go away like everything else
Looking at everything. Keeps reminding me
of you
Even the rain drops can not hide my tears
No matter how much I try to bring you back
You're just walking out of my sight

I want you to stay
Here in my space
I want you to stay
Here in my embrace
I want you to stay
Stay with me

Even if my memories are filled with pain
Even if the lies told come to an end
I need you close, around me
I need you to surround me
Even if it means losing
I'm willing to lose everything

I want you to stay
Here in my space
I want you to stay
Here in my embrace
I want you to stay
Stay with me

My eyes are close shut, I wish when they
open
I stand happily and all of this is gone
But my eyes are wide open
Just this nightmare is unending
If I'm good at losing
Let me lose one more time

I want you to stay
Here in my space
I want you to stay
Here in my embrace
I want you to stay
Stay with me

Everything that I wished for is
Right infront my eyes
I don't know what went wrong,
But it's all turned up side-down
"Was it for good, was it for bad?"
The only question in my mind
But it don't matter if I try so hard,
So it's better to just hide
It's the truth

Why is it so hard,
For me to understand?
That I am waiting for somethin'
I know I'll never have
You lied a thousand times
I've known it all along
It keeps hurting me to think you love me
Cuz you just prove me wrong

The way you smile,
Before you're gone
I'd like to stop that moment once
And play it on and on
I don't know what you're feeling
But I'm crumbling inside
With a heavy heart I come forward
To say our Last Goodbyes

Everything we've had disappears
I'm tryin' to rewind to the time that won't
return
And all my pain, my hurt, my tears for you
won't stop
We're like a perfect castle that shattered to
the ground

I'm all the same
Even when I know the end
Like a fool I try to act okay
Only you know it's pretend
How do I stop this pain?
How do I move on ahead?
When I see you smiling at me
Maybe it's in my head

All the time,
I try to survive
When I say it's easy to forget it,
You know it's just a lie
I don't know what you're feeling
But I'm crumbling inside
With my broken heart I come forward
To say our Last Goodbyes

Everything we've had disappears
I'm tryin' to rewind to the time that won't
return
And all my pain, my hurt, my tear for you
won't stop
We're like a perfect castle that shattered to
the ground

Everything that I wanted, I got it all the time
But in a moment it's gone away like it was
never mine
Lying down I try to think what I should do,
what should I not
But it don't matter if I try so hard,
So it's better to just hide
That's the truth

So many years after years
And the time's still rushing away
It's like I can't remember
What happened before the day we met
It's like the world is filled with pain
And you're the only remedy

When you talk to me
When you walk with me
When you hold me

That's when my, time is paused
And I don't overthink
When you are standing there
Shining bright, telling me
You will be there
You'll be, You'll be there
You will be there
You'll be, You'll be there

Another summer passed away
Autumn passed away too
But my hearts still stuck in that rain
The day we were young and free
Ran without no worries

Remember when we walked to school? Remember when we ate lunch?
Or when we went to the library?
Or when we rode our bikes?
Or when we laughed 'til we cried?

That's where my, time is paused
When I didn't overthink
There you were standing tall
Shining bright, telling me
You will be there
You'll be, You'll be there
You will be there
You'll be, You'll be there

Just like back then
I wanna be with you again
When we didn't care about a thing
Didn't have to worry about a thing
But now it's all in the past
And I wish I could rewind

A thousand steps turn into one
Cuz everything keeps getting far
So far that it is out of my reach
Love and feelings, it's all gone
Stopped running out for that star
Shining so bright, out of my reach

Running away is not the answer
But what else can I do?
Too late to give up
Too late to let go

Can't afford to have some regrets
When the aftermath is only pain
I don't wanna repeat those mistakes
I have got a dozen secrets
But only for my own gain
I liked to risk and play with high stakes

Looking back can't be the answer
But what else can be done?
Too late to give in
Too late to be the one

Even when the end is close
I try to act and stay same
I want it but don't wanna show it
This all sums up to what I chose
Now no one's here to call my name
Well I was the one who ended it

My questions remain unanswered
Is there something we can undo?
Too late to realise
Too late to understand

They don't know because they don't care
They won't know because their heart
Isn't made out of glass
Our situation is'nt even rare
But seems like it's so hard to bear
I can promise you, this will be our last

Everything's speeding up
But why are we stuck in the past?
Too late for an apology
Too late for a moment

No matter what I say or do
You'll never know how it feels
To want and need something
That's never yours to be
I think I've hurt me enough
But I don't know how to heal
It's like I'm trapped in a cage
And I can't set me free

No you won't know
Cuz I won't tell, even if I break apart
It's a secret I won't share
It's buried deep inside my heart
You make me feel
Like we are meant to be
But deep inside I know
It's just a fantasy

What if it was me and you?
What if all I wished for was true?
You don't remember me
But I won't forget you
The dreams that I dream
Are too good to be true
It's all an illusion
Cuz all I want is you

Keep falling, keep dreaming
Keep tripping on thoughts of you
On repeat, like a routine
This moment's a deja vu
No you won't know
Cuz all the time I've tried to be my saviour
Reached into the depths of hell
And acted like you're a stranger


What if it was me and you?
What if all I wished for was true?
You don't remember me
And I don't forget you
The dreams that I dream
Are too good to be true
It's all an illusion
Cuz all I want is you

Wake up now, this story is a nightmare
Flip the page, start writing a new chapter
Everything is not a happy ending
Knock on my heart, too late now it don't matter

What if it was me and you?
What if all I wished for was true?

Where were you when you were needed the
most? Although I've always been there for
you
I understand that I'm of no use, your hints
are all so clear and through
But just a single thought of you makes a
smile appear on my face
Even though I smile, it reminds me of those
painful days

I've been waiting all the time, for you to
come by
Closing my eyes, counting to ten, wishing
you'd appear under my blue sky
All the warmth you gave me is running out
I need you here, no question, no doubt
Your presence, your shadow's enough for
me
So take me please, I'm beggin' on my knees
Seasons changed in a day
I don't know what to say
You weren't there for me when I was lost
I really hate but need you the most

It's crazy how I thought that I was fine when
I was crying
Cause we were like the Autumn, beautiful
when we were dying
Ready to trust all you say, although you
could be lying
No denying, I was trying, admitted it was
defying

I've been waiting all the time, for you to
come by
Closing my eyes, counting to ten, wishing
you'd appear under my blue sky
All the warmth you gave me is running out
I need you here, no question, no doubt
Your presence, your shadow's enough for
me
So take me please, I'm beggin' on my knees
Seasons changed in a day
I don't know what to say
You weren't there for me when I was lost
I really hate but need you the most

My words turn shallow by every second, it's
so cruel
I see you smiling at me, it feels so
unreasonable
You're trying to avoid me but there's
nothing I can do
Yeah, someones gotta stop me or I'd be
running after you
I thought we were meant to be
But you were never there for me
I remind myself, it could be this way
I just didn't hope it would be today

I've been waiting all the time, for you to
come by
Closing my eyes, counting to ten, wishing
you'd appear under my blue sky
All the warmth you gave me is running out
I need you here, no question, no doubt
Your presence, your shadow is enough for
me
So take me please, I'm beggin' on my knees
Seasons changed in a day
I don't know what to say
You weren't there for me when I was lost
I really hate but need you the most

All I needed was someone, who'd be there
in my ups-and-downs
Someone who would be there when I need
him, would stick around
It's sad but true I'm addicted
But I feel like it was predicted
I wish I didn't feel such a rush
I wish I could feel your touch
I don't think you'd wanna be here
But I do hope you would appear
And smile as if nothing's ever happened

I've been waiting all the time, for you to
come by
Closing my eyes, counting to ten, wishing
you'd appear under my blue sky
All the warmth you gave me is running out
I need you here, no question, no doubt
Your presence, your shadow is enough for
me
So take me please, I'm beggin' on my knees
Seasons changed in a day
I don't know what to say
You weren't there for me when I was lost
I really hate but need you the most