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Aleeza Oct 16
A thousand steps turn into one
Cuz everything keeps getting far
So far that it is out of my reach
Love and feelings, it's all gone
Stopped running out for that star
Shining so bright, out of my reach

Running away is not the answer
But what else can I do?
Too late to give up
Too late to let go

Can't afford to have some regrets
When the aftermath is only pain
I don't wanna repeat those mistakes
I have got a dozen secrets
But only for my own gain
I liked to risk and play with high stakes

Looking back can't be the answer
But what else can be done?
Too late to give in
Too late to be the one

Even when the end is close
I try to act and stay same
I want it but don't wanna show it
This all sums up to what I chose
Now no one's here to call my name
Well I was the one who ended it

My questions remain unanswered
Is there something we can undo?
Too late to realise
Too late to understand

They don't know because they don't care
They won't know because their heart
Isn't made out of glass
Our situation is'nt even rare
But seems like it's so hard to bear
I can promise you, this will be our last

Everything's speeding up
But why are we stuck in the past?
Too late for an apology
Too late for a moment
Aleeza Oct 16
No matter what I say or do
You'll never know how it feels
To want and need something
That's never yours to be
I think I've hurt me enough
But I don't know how to heal
It's like I'm trapped in a cage
And I can't set me free

No you won't know
Cuz I won't tell, even if I break apart
It's a secret I won't share
It's buried deep inside my heart
You make me feel
Like we are meant to be
But deep inside I know
It's just a fantasy

What if it was me and you?
What if all I wished for was true?
You don't remember me
But I won't forget you
The dreams that I dream
Are too good to be true
It's all an illusion
Cuz all I want is you

Keep falling, keep dreaming
Keep tripping on thoughts of you
On repeat, like a routine
This moment's a deja vu
No you won't know
Cuz all the time I've tried to be my saviour
Reached into the depths of hell
And acted like you're a stranger


What if it was me and you?
What if all I wished for was true?
You don't remember me
And I don't forget you
The dreams that I dream
Are too good to be true
It's all an illusion
Cuz all I want is you

Wake up now, this story is a nightmare
Flip the page, start writing a new chapter
Everything is not a happy ending
Knock on my heart, too late now it don't matter

What if it was me and you?
What if all I wished for was true?
Aleeza Oct 16
So many years after years
And the time's still rushing away
It's like I can't remember
What happened before the day we met
It's like the world is filled with pain
And you're the only remedy

When you talk to me
When you walk with me
When you hold me

That's when my, time is paused
And I don't overthink
When you are standing there
Shining bright, telling me
You will be there
You'll be, You'll be there
You will be there
You'll be, You'll be there

Another summer passed away
Autumn passed away too
But my hearts still stuck in that rain
The day we were young and free
Ran without no worries

Remember when we walked to school? Remember when we ate lunch?
Or when we went to the library?
Or when we rode our bikes?
Or when we laughed 'til we cried?

That's where my, time is paused
When I didn't overthink
There you were standing tall
Shining bright, telling me
You will be there
You'll be, You'll be there
You will be there
You'll be, You'll be there

Just like back then
I wanna be with you again
When we didn't care about a thing
Didn't have to worry about a thing
But now it's all in the past
And I wish I could rewind
Aleeza Oct 15
Everything that I wished for is
Right infront my eyes
I don't know what went wrong,
But it's all turned up side-down
"Was it for good, was it for bad?"
The only question in my mind
But it don't matter if I try so hard,
So it's better to just hide
It's the truth

Why is it so hard,
For me to understand?
That I am waiting for somethin'
I know I'll never have
You lied a thousand times
I've known it all along
It keeps hurting me to think you love me
Cuz you just prove me wrong

The way you smile,
Before you're gone
I'd like to stop that moment once
And play it on and on
I don't know what you're feeling
But I'm crumbling inside
With a heavy heart I come forward
To say our Last Goodbyes

Everything we've had disappears
I'm tryin' to rewind to the time that won't
return
And all my pain, my hurt, my tears for you
won't stop
We're like a perfect castle that shattered to
the ground

I'm all the same
Even when I know the end
Like a fool I try to act okay
Only you know it's pretend
How do I stop this pain?
How do I move on ahead?
When I see you smiling at me
Maybe it's in my head

All the time,
I try to survive
When I say it's easy to forget it,
You know it's just a lie
I don't know what you're feeling
But I'm crumbling inside
With my broken heart I come forward
To say our Last Goodbyes

Everything we've had disappears
I'm tryin' to rewind to the time that won't
return
And all my pain, my hurt, my tear for you
won't stop
We're like a perfect castle that shattered to
the ground

Everything that I wanted, I got it all the time
But in a moment it's gone away like it was
never mine
Lying down I try to think what I should do,
what should I not
But it don't matter if I try so hard,
So it's better to just hide
That's the truth

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