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Avia Stone Mar 2021
The dark may be scary
But once you’re there for awhile
It just gets comfortable

Looking in the dark
Just makes it look bright
Staying in the dark
Keeps me alright

Sometimes
If you stay
You may find yourself
Calm
And
Collected

Just knowing that
There is always a little bit
Of light
Invading the shadows

Or
Just knowing that
There is always a little bit
Of shadows
Invading the light
Mar 2021 · 76
Inside My Mind
Avia Stone Mar 2021
My thoughts
Are pounding
Inside my mind

Im trapped
And drowned
Inside my mind

I need to hurt
To see
To feel
The pain

So I look at my wrists
They look so bare
So I create the pain
And just leave it there

They don’t look so bare anymore
As it comes out my slits
And down my wrists
And down
Down
It goes

My happiness
My joy
My hope

All gone
Just
Like
That

And now I’m stuck
Trapped
Imprisoned in my own
Despair and solitude
Nowhere
No one
To turn to now

Cause
I’m stuck
Inside my mind
Mar 2021 · 67
Light Blue Eyes
Avia Stone Mar 2021
Blue
What a sad color
Some may say
The blue sky might not be that happy in the end
But a blue sky
Means clouds don’t cry

Night
What a dark time
Some may say
The night sky might be scary in the end
But a night sky
Means stars don’t hide

The blue sky
Has many shades of blue
The night sky
Has many bright stars

Then there was something
Something that was
So captivating
Yet so dangerous
So sea like blue
Yet so calming
Eyes of mystery

Then there was something
Something that was
So dark
Yet so illuminating
So tranquil
Stars of night

The stars and the eyes
So unique
They’re just the thing I desire
To keep me at peace
Yet to keep me mesmerized
Those darling sea like blue
Pools of the night sky
All in one

Looking into the night sky
Reminds me of looking into you light blue eyes
Aug 2020 · 52
Voiceless...
Avia Stone Aug 2020
It’s gone..
My hope
My voice
My imagination
All it took was one mistake
HIS mistake
But yet
It still feels like
It was
My
Fault

The way that he took my imagination
Took my voice
Took my hope

That way that he hurt me
Used me
Made me hide who I am

It made my bright days go dark
And the darkness kept creeping in
Closer and closer
Making me want to scream

But he managed to take my voice
My only hope left
Was gone
Not a way to yell for help
To just say “I’m hurt”

He took it away
My voice
My strength
My hope
My imagination

How could he do this
Why did he do this
I was so little
So vulnerable
So gullible
So intrigued in life

But it all changed
After
And now
I’m left
With
No
Voice
Not a single word
Not a single sound
Could escape
My forever lost voice
Avia Stone Apr 2020
2020
How many disasters you left, I say many
Graduation down the drain
And now it feels like I’m on a wrecked train
First you took the prom
And now I’m left to zoom
Next you took the memories
And now I’m left with worries
You cast me out the window and now I’m left to blow
But did you know
Stars can’t shine without darkness
So don’t stand around being cautious
You my darling is what makes the world bright
Don’t be afraid to show your light
Because no matter how you feel
Don’t conceal
Just get up
Dress up
And never give up
You are the class of 2020
And how many disasters did you leave, I say not any
This is for the class of 2020 and I, myself is included in that. Sorry that your senior class when down the drain but we’ll make it through this!!!
Apr 2020 · 56
Stuck in the Dark
Avia Stone Apr 2020
We used to go out and play
But now we have to stay
Stay in these walls
And it calls
Calls me to the dark of the room
And all I want to do is bloom
Bloom out into the great outdoors
But the little voice in my head roars
Roars at me to stay
Instead of play
Quarantine edition ✌🏻
Jan 2020 · 54
Light Blue Eyes
Avia Stone Jan 2020
blue
what a sad color
some may say
the blue sky might not be that happy in the end
but a blue sky
means clouds don’t cry

night
what a dark time
some may say
the night sky might be scary in the end
but a night sky
means the stars don’t hide

the blue sky
has many shades of blue
the night sky
has many bright stars

then there was something
something that was
so captivating
yet So dangerous
so sea like blue
yet so calming
eyes of mystery

then there was something
something that was
so dark
yet so bright
so relaxing
yet so daring
stars of night

the stars and the eyes
so different
yet just the thing i need
to keep me calm
yet to keep me mesmerized
those darling sea like blue
pools of the night sky all in one

looking into the night sky
reminds me of looking into your light blue eyes
Idk I just did a thing... tell me your honest opinion on it
Jan 2020 · 62
Simply Alone
Avia Stone Jan 2020
To the one fellow
Standing in the corner
Watching as if
No one knew they existed

The follower of the group
The drooping rose
The one that thinks they aren’t beautiful
But even a broken, drooping rose
Has beauty within them

To the one broken heart
Who thinks they will never find love
The people who broke them
Used the acetone that
Stripped the inner character
they used to be

The broken heart of the group
The broken stem
The one that thinks they can’t be loved
But even someone as “broken” as them
Can still find love and make it last
I want to continue this but I don't know how to... someone give me some ideas??
Jan 2020 · 60
Dark Days
Avia Stone Jan 2020
Slowly dying
In the dark abyss
Of fallen rose petals
Slowly fading
Into the decaying
Earth and soon
The forever blooming
Rose was nothing
More than
A broken stem
Nov 2019 · 75
Happiness...?
Avia Stone Nov 2019
Have you ever thought about
What it would feel like
To be happy
The mystery stays mysterious
To me

Happiness…?
I do not recall
That word to be
Within my vocabulary

I wish
That I had
The defintion
To such a…
Foreign
Unrecognizable
Undistinguishable
Unfamiliar
Unusual
Word…
Such as
Happiness

One like myself
Cannot obtain
Such information
For such an
Unusual word

To describe
Happiness
I would not know
Where to begin
Where to end
Or even where to think

Happiness
Is an emotion
I do not feel

Sunshine
Daisies
Happy smiles
Turn this
Stupid
Hopeless
Girl
Happy (a spin off a spell from Harry Potter)

And I’m sure that
When you saw
The title “Happiness”
This probably
Wasn’t what you thought
Would come about
In a poem
Like this

But then again
Nothing is what it seems
In a society
Like today’s

Magic is only a
trick on the eyes
Just like happiness
Is only a trick
On the heart
On the emotions

Happiness…?
Such an
Unusual
Word I may
Come across

But yet
Here I am
Writing about it
Still
Not feeling it
Kinda did a thing
Avia Stone Nov 2019
they trickle down our cheeks
when we least expect them to
they may be sleek
and make us blue
but if our words won’t speak
maybe it’s the tears that are the issue
but if there is anything that must be seen
for they make us feel the pain today
then let it be our tears for they help us feel the pain
but still makes us stronger than yesterday
happy
sad
sappy
mad
we cry
for those emotions but we don’t know why
for when we cry we find
the ones who we need most
who leads us to kind
and who keep us close
to their hearts and to their minds
for tears that trickle downs our face
do not be the one who is blind
and give the people who come into your life a chance
And Let Your Tears Be Seen

...keep crying and everything will be fine in the end…
wrote this after a breakup but oh well guys **** anyway...
Sep 2019 · 77
Love is Dangerous
Avia Stone Sep 2019
Love… noun. An intense feeling of a deep affection.
Love is a dangerous game
Let’s take a minute…
Let’s say that I am in the perspective of a guy…
Let’s take a moment and see how their perspective on love…

Love to the mind of a guy… let’s see
Love is like a game. For example... football
Love is like a football that the players pass to one player to the next
But instead of the players passing to the players
It’s the guys passing it onto one girl then the next
And the love that the guys pass around
They treat it as if it were a touchdown
A win for the week... if the girl is lucky enough
The plays that they plan out
Could get ******* up in an instant
One mistake and it’s over
Not like they care
There’s always plenty of fish in the sea for them
Usually if they have a pulse and have a ******
Then they’ll go with it
It’s usually about the catch of the game
Especially when it’s the girl that everyone wants
But only he has… For like a week
Cause he’s known as a player
If you want to know why guys are douches... this is my opinion on them
Feb 2019 · 91
O’ Sister of Mine!
Avia Stone Feb 2019
O’ Captain! My Captain!
You are always there for me.
O’ Captain! My Captain!
As loyal as can be.

Although you can’t talk back
I still go to you
Even our “conversations” are never on track
I still end up going to you.

You are only 6 but you always tend to help me
With your laugh, to your silliness, to your smiles
It helps me smile
I realized that I don’t need someone to talk to
All I need is for someone to just make me smile

O’ Captain! My Sister!
How would I get through my day
Without you right by my side
O’ Sister! My Captain!
You are always there for me.

O’ Sister! I love you!!
With each passing day
I love you more and more
And realized that I would be lost without you!

O’ Sister! My adorable, crazy sister!
Thank you!!
Thank you for being there for me
To make me smile, to make me laugh
When all I want to do is cry

O’ Sassy! My little Sister!
Sisters are by chance but by chance comes love! <3
O’ Sister! My Captain!
I will always be there for you!!
I Love you Sassy!! <3

To my dearest Sister, thanks for putting up with me.
I will forever love you! And forever be by your side!
Feb 2019 · 93
Beauty Within
Avia Stone Feb 2019
It’s not the way you look, or if you are beautiful or not,
It’s everything that is within someone
It’s who they are, it’s who they are inspired by, and it’s who they inspire
The beauty on the outside is only what you look like
That part of you may tell a story by the way you present yourself
Or the scars or bruises that you show
The person on the inside, beneath all of the scars or bruises, tells a better story
You tell us how it is to be yourself, you show us who you really are,
You tell us about your past and anything else you trust us with
Because we are here for you
Every step of the way
The beauty within someone is a better person than who they try to be
Some people act fake to get the attention of others
While other people just try to be themselves
Cause they know that the right person will come along eventually to listen to them
Beauty within is what I love to see from people
That’s the importance to me when I meet someone
Not their appearance or their fake side
I love the beauty within someone

— The End —