i think of you
in all of the things
i do
i find you
in all of it
you never fade
you are eternal

his eyes
haunt me
i see them in my dreams
his touch
paralyzes me
i can still feel his hands
on my body
his lips captivate me
they wont let me
go

nights are silent
days are long
i spare my self the trouble
and forgotten it all

my heart is hollow
my mind is empty
i cannot shake the thought of you coming back
although i know that is a
fantasy
i cannot shake the thought of your lips
against mine
i wish i could fix things
i wish i could change this outcome
i'm so sorry i ****** up
i'm sorry i took you for granted
i hope one day you can forgive me

my head is spinning
my hands are shaking
my lungs collapse
i can barely breathe
this world is scary
i was never prepared

i could kiss you for hours
the taste of your lips
i can not resist