I'm exactly that.

Sadness
Into
Happiness.

Regret
Turned into
Joy.

no one comes around
to this barren wasteland
the people who were here?
they all faded away

no one comes around
it's empty, that's what
am i the one who's left?
apparently, i think so

no one comes around
i'm really lonely tonight
did i see someone in the distance?
no, that was just dust

20 murdered!
i was in a walmart
(but not the walmart)
while it happened.

schools
bars
stores
fairs

went to dinner and
looked at the tv.
and once again,
a shooting!

are we not safe?
angry, rage fueled,
supremacist people
who can't feel
make us feel.

no one does a ****!
no gun laws?
why?

i want to go back home.
away from this crazy country
what happened to god
shedding his grace?

pulls up a chairs for everyone~
nerd glasses!
lil' mole under his eye i can't breathe-
(uwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu)
WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE?
he's 5'1''. im 4 inches taller than him
AN ANIME BOY IM SO IN LOVE AHHHHHHHHHHH

i dont wanna do homework
just wanna sit and read
draw
play games

its childish
i know that
but i can do math
in studyhall

im just going to rest now

~

what was that?
a foot step?
a voice?
but im all alone...

laughter?
is that the neighbour?
im hiding in my room
not making a sound

what if i die?
will you still remember me?
more talking.
two young men.

the windows are open
blinds up
the basement door is unlocked
so is the garage door

i dont wanna die
but theres no reason they should **** me
but still
if i dont post in the next few weeks, im probably dead

whoa there
calm down
and stop it
for a second

at least
give him
and umbrella
or fire her

star music?
more like
sinophobia mountian.

"I'm fine"
I say to myself.
"I don't need help"

You can only fall
So many times until
You can't walk.

I have the smallest room
In seclusion from my family
With only my mind.

People often wonder,
"Why is she so shy?"
I wonder that too

I don't know what's happening,
But I assure you,
I'm fine

Experience
and its points
are
well
strange.

They're happy
why aren't we?

They're as human
as we are.

Basic human rights
are pushed away
when you sell your soul
to the business.

They're your only comfort
so are your tears
your bed
and your mates

You live
in the practice rooms
withering away
energy depleted.

Family is forgetten
the only family now
are them
your mates
and the one thing you work for:

Music

w a s  i s t  d a s???
why would you do that?!
he  l o v e d  you!!!
and! you! leave! him!
you said you wanted him to be happy
bUt hE wAS HaPpY wiTH yOU!!!
W E L L  T H E N?!
what are you going to do now?

make a difference,
but not like that

express yourself!
but that's contraband

follow the law!
but steal from the teacher
just this once.

reputation isn't everything!
but study, study, study
so we can get a blue ribbon

be an up stander!
but we'd rather
not do anything

secrets and
blackmail are bad!
but we'll fail you
if you tell ANYONE
about this.

be encouraging!
but that's stupid.
you're stupid.

im sorry im sad
that you couldn't cheer me up
i hope my pain hasn't latched onto you
you ask me why i do it
when you made me
why would i want to do something
that makes me feel worthless?

honestly kinda weird
a gay snake
going round
and round
again
and
again
eating apples
one
by
one

i will always love and trust you
will you trust me
about to tell you i love you
it's too late
you've been asked already
why am i like this
--
i'll stand back.
let her love you.
we're only friends, after all.
you know her better.
i'm not into you. i insist.
tell me how the date was later.
--
i see you less now.
we're both busy people, i guess.
funny how we distanced ourselves.
meet up on saturday ar the cafe?
yeah, bring her along.
i'll bring my girlfriend too.
--
what do you mean?
you've known since we were younger.
you knew that i was.
fine then.
i don't need you.
why did i only see the good in you?
--
i forgive you.
yeah, i dumped her.
she got obsessive really quick.
it do be like that.
while we're at it, wanna get lunch?
yeah, let's go to the cafe.
--
thank you.
for everything.
understanding me and all.
wanna come to my house?
next week?
see you there.

Tell me,
With your sweet smile
Tell me.
Tell me, like you’re whispering into my ears
Don’t be like a prey
Be Smooth like a snake
I want to escape but

Get away away away from me
Get away away from me
Whatever it takes, save me, me
Save me

It keeps happening even though I run away
I’m caught in a lie

Caught in a lie
Find the me that was innocent
I can’t free myself from this lie
Give me back my laughter

Caught in a lie
Take me out of this hell
I can’t free myself from this pain
Save the me who’s being punished