may 14th
this year is going by too fast
asian/asian pacific heritage month will be over in like, two weeks?
i feel guilty for not being more involved in my culture
i'm not even fluent in korean

may 25th
i'm angry
i want to punch someone (trump)
but he's not the only one to blame
i want to go back to korea and my family

may 28th
disappointment is the word i'm looking for
america advertising itself as 'the land for equal opportunity'
but the fact we even need to say that every life matters
is just so frustrating

may 30th
i feel empty, but not in an angsty way
it's more of an, 'good grief, that took longer than it should've'
a weight is now on my chest and i can't tell if it's comfortable of not
i wonder if my sleep paralysis demon will come visit tonight

may 31st
being kind and passive is no longer an option
if you're invalidating someone because of their race/orientation/disabilities
meet me behind the dairy queen at seven in the morning to square up
bring your best, because i'll flip you like an omlette

there's this kid
his name is john
he said on the first
day of school
that he wasn't
vaccinated.
he touched my
thigh (ew)
made me wanna die
someone call the police.
please.

when you replace
i
with
we,
even illness
becomes
wellness

communism
doesn't
work
for
me.
it
works
for
us

the church is communist
they make us share
our money
boycott,
m++++rf+++++s

im feeling kind of sad
the kind of sad
like you don't think you're sad
but there's a hole in your heart
not big enough to be concerning
yet bigger than most
someone help me
:(

Keep moving forward
And don't look back.
You're not going that way.

If you can't fly
Then run.
If you can't run
Then walk.
If you can't walk
Then crawl.

Just remember:
keep moving forward