i almost felt butterflies
fluttering upon my lips.

flirtatious wings
withered into the atmosphere.

as a fictitious reality
continuously haunted me.

crossing over the x’s
of life’s yeild signs,
wisdom paused at potholes
alarming damaging obstacles.

appreciation of a flattened heart,
restored by breathing breaths,
repaired  the elements that once,
depleted healthy treads.

ignoring warnings of danger,
living in a reality of denial
has fooled my internal equilibrium.

sapience surrounded my driveway,
i looked both ways and proceeded with caution.

foolishly piloting with a naive navigation,
is not within my futuristic visualization.

combustion was concealed
as flashes of despair,
created plaque throughout
bruising memories.

catastrophic events
euthanized rational thoughts,
as grinning cheeks sparkled
upon dawning drizzle.

dejavu sprinkled sunshine
on a fainting glow,
as the moon smiled in
devious nightmares. .

pergatory a permanent domain,
sleeplessly engaged with ghosts
haunting her final dormitory.

life embezzling imperfections,
death welcomed infectious diseases.

limbo remained faithful
between pulsating beats,
while inhaling peculiar oxygen
embezzled immortality.

pulsating heartbeat expired,
long before the coffin nail
unearthed its final target.

dizziness tingled awkwardly,
paralyzing sensitive intellect.

distraction converted
concealing misfortune,
into a fictitious hangover.

a walking mannequin
trespassed,
finding her finishing line
celebrating
solidary celebration.

golden ribbon recognized,
personal sacrifices.

flames of bygones,
melted the wax
of her artificial persona.

stripped and naked
of artificial disguises,

she discovered
remaining lifeless,

was the only gateway,
within her personal orbit.

she held onto artifacts,
that depleted her artistry.

yet she stood
steadity and imperfectly,
in a spell that would forever
consume her sanity.

exercising my mind,
challenging restless muscles.

heart vibrated in rhymes
body couldn’t comprehend.

feet marched distressingly
upon restless pavement.

concrete incinerated
between fatigued toes.

soul and humanity battled
a complexed imprisonment.

Appalachian was a battle ground,
that planted my fortune.

i twisted my cramped fate,
encountered an extraordinarily
individual wandering around
an disfigured realm.

discovering inner strength,
forced oxygen to pursue my stride.

demanding my determined breaths,
to encounter pulsating freedom.

within your silence,
i lost valuable breaths.  

within your silence,
life escaped existence.

within your silence,
i encountered shelter
escaping delirium.

within your silence,
stillness prevailed.

within your silence,
i encountered dignity.

within your silence,
i felt unpredictable pride.

within your silence,
i carried weightless weights.  

within your silence,
strength embraced skepticism.

within your silence,
i found refuge
thru self reflections.  

within your silence,
life calmly evolved.

within your silence,
i silently exhaled
from an agonizing muzzle.

within your silence,
freedom sang hallelujah’s
from my suffering lungs.

years of disheartening
disappointments,
continuously plagued
my deteriorating mind.

darkness romanced delusions,
intimidating personal integrity.

fog drizzed mists
of abyssal depression,
denser than Satan’s fevidness.

isolated from human contact,
ive hugged authenticity,

and discovered

relaxing with
a comforting pillow,
that embraces imperfections

is like snuggling
with a lover who adores,
my imperfections.

embracing mortality,
wisdom has shown me,

canoodling myself
is a selfless necessary.

a circus once entertained
my hungering muse.

words flourished
from a vibrant quill.

inspiration evaporated
from pages of artwork,
as graphics appeared inferior.

feet paced forward
while left unescorted.

an artistical mind
forgot the words,

it once painted  
in intense colors.

footprints tiptoed
as preceding tides,
concealed toe prints
engraved in grief.

tidal waves
abolished evidence,
intensifying
hidden proof.

coarse beaches
judged failures.

sunset met midnight,
moon embraced
imperfect granules.

tsunami couldn’t cover,
earthly disguise.

an ironic shore
taunted footsteps,
as a ludicrous heaven
adjudicated watermarks.

automation passes
through my membranes,
as humiliation escapes
a populous civilization.

parasthesia menstruates
within my arteries,

as sinsitivities i once expressed,
evaporates inside pulsating veins,
generating a fictitious momentum.

breath exits through my membranes,
lips murmur numerous echoes.

universe remains bewildered
by my asinine conversation,
as i persistently linger within
a cocoon absent of beloved visitors.