I knew long ago my mind was too delusional,
To the point of forgetting it was just an illusion.
I kept deceiving myself with empty dreams,
And broken promises kept on piling up once again.
I am slipping between a scarce chance and stability,
I forget uselessness of my desires since the sun is never on my side,
I am friends with nights full of insomnia and sleeplessness.


Run, I run into branches of the sunny wires,
Tumble and kneel to whatever catch my eyes,
I mark them as godly, pray for wellbeing,
Afraid to allow a human touch.
I don't have sorrows yet to eat me inside.

Don't get close, you are so cold, I might get burnt by it.
I will tell you this is just the way I was brought up,
We never talk about things that ain't to be talked about,
We are so fragile, jailed in our own coldness,
In our own icy castles of sheer solitude,
Our touch is sorrowful to ourselves,
We wish to die forever unbothered, unmoved,
We lean to cry over our doomed dreams,
No gaze can wake us up, no lust can draw us in.


Do not approach, don't me make take a step back,
I am not letting anyone close to watch them from afar,
I am tied to my own desire to stay away,
I gave my word not to walk down the path of the people.
I let myself be carried on by this sadness,
I figured my sins are not to be commited.

I want you to be dark, man, dark as your soul and face,
Your eyes are full of lust and cold bloodrun despair.
Your eyes can't tell, your eyes can't fool either,
Your mind goes full on blank, I can't feel your existence,
As if you don't belong here, you feel ever so distant. You seem to be fooling me, I am too delusional,
You will never get that heat, you are full of that emptiness.
I can't even bare looking in your eyes, the words are so scarce,
I am asking for chances, chances that are yet to come to light.


Don't turn to me, let me enjoy the distance,
Don't ask for me, I am never asking you either.
I am silent, your smile is not enough for me,
I am cautious, but your face remains in my mind,
With glowing sparkly dark eyes that seem to look me in the soul.
I kept finding you in front of me stealing random glances,
I kept asking questions I knew the answers to,
I spent dozens of hours seeking for your existence,
Hoping that some day you will become true.

You are asocial, my baby *****, you are gonna fail all your dreams,
At least you wanna do it, do it tastefully.
You are a sucker for esteem, what makes you think you ever need it.
There is a path between you and society,
I bet you would never walk it down.
All you ever wanna do was never to be noticed, not to let a single gaze fall upon you.
You think you've wandered all the streets of hell,
In fact, you've never stepped aside of your well.
Do you wanna suffer that bad, my darling?
Believe my word, there is no soul in this world that can appease you,
There is not a single tree you can lean on.
You got no taste, sweetheart, you are doomed to fall for the wrong guys,
You are fooled by mere hints, the truth then hits you harder, babe.
You stuck where others roam freely, your genius will die off without getting to blossom,
Because, you are asocial, my baby *****.
You are ****** *****, you are hard to catch.
You play that card and always **** up deeply.

I will do whatever my heart desires and will take whatever is in front of me.
I wish so to be sentenced to this endlessly cruel freedom,
I wanna die by the side of the earthly souls on the wast plains of liberty.
Forever lost, forever kept in silence, our desire for freedom never fades away.

I forgot all the lines, my theatre is going through an end,
My thoughts are fading in the darkness, this light is about to be swallowed by you.
Let me cry in silence as your coldness is too painful to handle,
I know I judge by the looks, tell me this is not the best way.
Ease me, talk me out of my mind, even if it's only in my dreams,
Say my name out loud, I am gonna cherish it later.

Walk away, I will pretend I haven't seen you grow in front of my eyes,
In my dreams you were the shadow on the wooden hill,
I kept missing every chances to be where you were,
You passed by me, but I was the only recognizing.

Your eyes, color of ***** moon, your hair, like ashes after the fire,
Your face appeared before me like white-blue flashes in the pitch-dark night.
So how have you been, my dear friend? Have you discovered a purpose of life?
Or are you still a nihilist who denies the very existince?

Grey is your color, of your morals and beliefs, I knew our party was over,
Our time have never come to light, you are my missed chance,
You were so lovely, so glorious a bet that failed,
But I still wonder why did you leave me behind.

I still wonder if, probably, I am better off without you,
My sealed sins, you are gonna walk away with them in hands,
My fate is to be searching for the one I could never get close to,
You are a cold-hearted creature whose mind wanders in icy lands.

I am daydreaming,
My dream is a like flash light,
Filled with eternity and peaches of the fresh night.
I've spent hella lot of time thinking of the good will,
Nothing can be moved in my still inner fight.
I can be a lot of me, choose which you wanna face t'night,
Let me tell you secrets forever forgotten in my life.
Chained, spilled, viled, don't go too far with words,
I don't know which pass to turn,
I am still thoughtlessly daydreaming.


My dreams are gonna stay with me, let me shed a sweet light,
Right upon them so I can tell which one is my fave.
I am having a dizzy head, my heart is aching with screamy pain,
I will fight my way, I will maintain the same.
I am willing to get everything, lest I know how can I do,
The moment that will hit me hard, I will ****** it from hands of fate.