Oblivious to your insecurities
Blinded by pride

Yet I'm the one affected
Left dying inside

You'll never know the feeling
Holding a dark empty void

Though you can read my story
Of the boy you once destroyed

Mistreated and used
I'm not the only one who feels this way

You pushed us to far
Six years is what you threw away

I have given everything
For little in return

Once were gone
Maybe this time you'll learn

Words like knives they cut straight through
Though its harmless and joking its what's you do

Say what you may, it's a brand new year
Pass the torch too me? Go look in the mirror

Trying to spread love and joy as our resolution said
Yet I am turned down once again, i might as well be dead

Existence is special and somthing we don't share
Let us see how you act, when you realize I'm not there

once again you found a way in

asleep you are the epitome of pure self perfection

awaken to a false reality

in which I am brought down

by your carelessness