HELLO
AM I THINKING TOO LOUD
AM I BOTHERING YOU
ARE MY LOUD
but silent
THOUGHTS BOTHERING YOU
HELLO
CAN YOUR HEAR MY THOUGHTS
CAN YOU HEAR MY ANGER
DO YOU KNOW THAT
even though I'm not talking,
I'M UPSET
CAN YOUR HEAR THAT I HATE YOU
ARE MY THOUGHTS BOTHERING YOU
AM I THINKING TOO LOUD

Goodbye,
To the best,
And the worst year I've ever known
This year,
I found myself,
And I lost myself,
And I found myself again.
I played it safe,
And I took risks.
I stayed up late,
And I woke up early.
I put others ahead of me,
But I never forgot about myself.
I met the best people I've ever known,
And forgot about the worst.
I will continue to grow,
And will never forget
What this year has given me.
Goodbye,
To the best,
And the worst year I have ever known.

I want to scream it to the world!
you all missed out!
another beautiful soul!
gone, forever!
we can't keep living like this!
we can't keep losing innocent people!
I want to scream it to you!
everyone needs a little saving!
you need to see when people need help!
you need to help!
I want to say it to myself.
stop placing the blame on everyone else.
I could've saved someone.
I could've helped.

I promise to love you,
deeper,
and longer,
and stronger than ever before.
I promise to try,
but never to pry.
I promise to fight
only for you,
and never with you.
For fighting with you,
would mean that I am not truly with you.
I promise to always be on your side,
and never to hide.
I promise to hold you close,
no matter how far you really are.
I promise to listen,
and make sure I am heard.
More than all that, I promise a word.
I promise to love you
deeper,
and longer,
and stronger than ever before,
each and every day.

I think back to when I met you
And I wish that I knew
How you would make me feel.
You send chills down my spine,
And shorten my breath
Just from a smile,
A hello,
Or a text.
I don't know if you've known,
But you're so special.
You're different from the rest.

how do I explain to this person I've never met when it's already too late
miss,
your son
he really means a lot to me
no, miss, I didn't know him but-
no, miss, I couldn't save him but-
but miss, I could've saved him if I had known him
miss,
your son, he just needed to feel loved
he just needed someone to trust
your son, miss, I almost was him
I was saved though, miss
miss, I'm sorry about your son
I didn't know him miss,
but he really means a lot to me