When we got married people said it would never last because we where so diffreant.but how wrong they where you and me have been throught everything.we have laughed and cried together and felt each others pain and heartache.yet nothing has changed between us i love you more than ever.

We had a dream we had a wish we made it happen we bulit a life together.we have two beautiful little boys that are so happy and loved in every way.there was always someone who had to tell us what they thought it was easy not listen.letting the mind wander while they talked.

Theres been highs and lows good and bad times ups and downs twists and turns.it felt like one big long never ending roller coster which didnt stop.not leting you catch your breath or stop it to think for a second.

Looking back on everything that has happen we did everything that we wanted.we never listen to any one we lived the life we wanted we did the things our hearts desired.every line crossed taught us some thing new.we have seen it all in so many ways we did it our way and we are still happy in love and married.

I have walked throught hell so many times i have felt as much pain as i could bear.you put me down and i will get back like nothing had happen.you walk away leaving me behind i won't chase you life is to short for that.you can be replaced with someone else its not that hard to do.

Talk about me when i am not around its not like i care what you think about me.like me love me need me or hate me i really dont care your a hater which is sad.you hate the world and world hates you right back i feel sorry for you.

It dosen't matter what you say because your the bully who no one
likes.the only time you have power is when my ears don't hear it and my eyes dont see it,and when my back is turn.no matter you do your still sad and lonely thats how it will always be.

In the darkest and lonely times of my life you left me to stand alone.you where never there when it matter it was easy to hide away.eyes staid close as the tears fell you didnt care.

You let me go if I meant nothing soon enough I would be just an other name.these days my life is such a happier place.no tears fall and a real love has found me he is always there.

He holds my hand.
He says I love you.
He is alway there.
He dose the things you never did.
He says I am his queen.
He says anything for you.

Now you walk back into my life asking me to take you back.i have found someone else who treats me the ways a woman such.your lost was his gain he has it all and you have nothing.

Your always trying to get me alone remember when we danced.our bodies moved a long with the music it felt like was just us in the room.the music stops we slip away into the night

Standing face to face under a sliver moon lit sky desire buns in our hearts.we get in the car drive home preying that the traffic lights stand green.getting out the car rushing up the steps going inside.

We kiss.
We touch.
Phones are off.
Cloths are rip off.

You whisper in my ear tonight your mind body soul is mine.i loved you from the day we first met I was always yours.each slow touch felt as good as the last one did I wanted more.

Our bodies rocked and tremble the bed shook I screamed your name.we found pleasure in the darkness of night.as I lay in your arms there no regret in my heart I couldn't fight it any more.

When they told me your where sick my heart broke and I cried.preying to god that he would not take you away from us.i have watched the good days and the bad days but it all hurts the same.

I remember the good times.
I cried why I saw you in pain.
You made a joke out of anything.
There was always a hug waiting on me.

We faced so many things together we sat up all night talking.holding your hand when you where scared wishing that this was a dream.but I know that this is real and its happening.

Your big eyes look at me.
You tell me its going to be okay.
Tears roll down my cheeks.
Fighting this cencar I wont let it take you.

I still get scared but every step of the way I will be there for you.true friends stay and fight they never give up or run away.you looking at I can help but smile when you smile.

I spent many days and nights sitting a wake in the darkness of night.trying to under stand why you hate me so much.her hurtful words cut deeper every time I can bear it.the only time that I am free is in my dreams where no one can hurt me.how I long to stay there never coming back.

Is everything she said true?.
Dose everyone hate me?.
Am I better off running away?.
Will I be alone forever?.

My mum held me when I would cry and say don't listen to nasty people.you remind them of everything they can never be.when they came to see my mum I locked my self away in my room.a knock on my door covering my ears so I hear nothing.again more hurtful words where said such as.

You have no uncles or anuts that care.
Your where not more than a mistake.
Your everything that is wronng with this world.
You should fade away.

My mum protected me from them the best she could for me there was no escape.i feel so lost and alone no one can save me from this nightmare.i can not wake from this dream only because it is so real.their nagging voices still ring in my head over and over.a hug would ease my pain for a while.

I am not a mistake.
Everyone loves me.
I won't run away thats what cowards do.
I am strong.
I am beautiful.

When I look at your lifes people talk and laugh because your the joke.no one is scare of you any more age is not on your side.nothing you say hurts anymore.we all see the kind of people that you are.cold sad lonely people who no one likes or cares about.your just jealous and I feel sorry you you'll have someone yo love you.

I know everything has went so wrong and you want to just give up.but we will get throught this together standing shoulder to shoulder.no matter how bad things are.

Please don't give up your not alone so many people love you.for them this fight is not over and we will not loose you or let go.i should have said it sooner I love you more than anything.

Nothing can change what burns deep within my heart love brought us to this moment.throught your illness I will be there.every step of the way please don't leave me or give up

Darkness may fall things will get harder and harder but I will not walk away.from this day on your fight is my fight  your never going to be alone.so no more talk about giving up.