Do you ever just want to cry Just let the tears fall. But you can't You won't ever be able to Because you're the strong one You make things better Offer hugs and mugs of tea Because you're the strong one You help put the pieces back together That's how it works Because you're the strong one Except you're breaking And you want to cry but you can't Because you're the strong one
How does it feel? To know that you aren't good enough Aren't pretty enough How does it feel? To know that you'll always be alone That you'll never be good enough How does it feel? Sharp, biting, deep? Or just Dull, aching, lingering? How does it feel?
Pain flows Seeps into your pores Darkness It seeps out Happiness But you can't escape It follows you Tracks you It has marked you And you will never escape
Do you ever wish that you could disappear, fade away into the blackness of the background? Just drift. No problems, no misery, no inadequacy all of your fears and pain would just flow out. You just drift in nothingness and are content. Disappear into the void between different worlds, just be in between.
Push pull This way, no that way Stop, no move Follow, no stop With me, no with me Turn, no stop Stay, go Leave Run Faster Faster Faster Ground blurs, faces blur Buzzing stops Quiet Push pull This way, that way Where to go? Who to chose?
Breathe in Gasping, grasping Breathe in Wide eyes, tear tracks Breathe in Too tight, too light Breathe in Shaking, quaking Breathe in Darkness, drowning Breathe in Night, sight Breathe in Calm, soft, quiet Breathe out