I still read your Zodiac sign
I always wonder if it will match up with mine
I still think about you when that song starts to play
I always wonder if you listen to it too or if you just skip it and go about your day
I still read our old messages when I’m sad
The good ones, the ones where you say I’m beautiful and I’m your world...not the bad ones, because then I just picture you mad...
I still cry on our anniversary...well I actually cry a lot
I cry when I see your posts about your new girl
I cry when our friends don’t invite me to the shoot because, well, you will be there
No. I cried.
I cried when I was alone in my room at night and you crossed my mind.
I cried whenever I saw sunflowers or tulips
I cried and I cried over you for a long long time
But then, I deleted you off of my social media.
I erased all of our old messages and photos
I went out, and though I still talk to our mutual friends, I made new ones.
I recovered, and I stopped crying.
And now, when I read your Zodiac sign, i don’t wonder if it will match up with mine
It’s just a habit, the last one I need to break
And then I can finally say
“I am really okay”