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Stanley Arumugam Mar 2014
I am learning to listen
to what's not said
to read between the lines
to see the invisible sights
to feel the silent heartbeat

I am learning to listen
to the moments of friendship silence
to hear you dive deep in our dialogue
and come up floundering breathless
I have to resist being your saviour
Just watch you go up and down
up and down but you do not drown

I am learning to listen
to your unspoken presence divine
in the quiet of my lonely night
when my mind is taken over
with a million unanswered questions
regrets, shame, hopes and dreams
painted on white walls of ****** frustration

I am learning to listen
in the times you do not speak
in the times you embrace me
with all of my deep uncertainty
my fear - my doubts - my pain

In the moments I think you absent
and nowhere to be seen
you sit across from me - silent
listening and not to be heard

I often neglect the greatest gift you
give to me - as my lover-friend-divine
to enjoy you as the one
who does not want to be heard
but the one who just wants to listen

Stanley Arumugam
17 April 2013
Stanley Arumugam Mar 2014
My aged mum excitedly points outside
White flowers burst open bright overnight
She says they look like popcorn
I love her metaphor and play along
Flowers white like popcorn bright
Tickled by the heat of the micro light

Mum speaks of small things in her big age
Sun, rain, wind, hot, cold, quite days
The unrelenting pain in her legs
and memories of things she could once do with ease

She speaks of the coming and going of mischievous monkeys
real monkeys - not metaphors
She tells of how they brazenly steal her fruit
when she is alone at home - teasing her
as they walk backwards out the glass door
slinging their stolen bananas like a colt 44

My mum sits across from me
the sun gently brushes her short silver grey strands of hair
Today she wears a pretty pink dress - patterned bright
with pretty pink and blue flowers - reflection
of the pretty flowers outside
She sits in serenity - she is at peace - inside

My niece pops corn in the microwave
My sisters biryani fills the hungry air
My brother in law awaits his birthday party
I am at home

The pretty white flowers
silently blossom in the yard
I sit across from my metaphor mum
My poet, my muse, my loving bard

Stanley Arumugam
Richards Bay
Stanley Arumugam Mar 2014
Your legacy lives on beyond your death
You were constant in prison and palaces
You character was beyond fear or favour
You tempered justice with abundant mercy
You extended your hand of forgiveness
You turned the other cheek in impossible times
You taught us that reconciliation is possible
You saw a future beyond the present crisis
You cast off any illusion of being a hero god
You taught us that freedom comes at a cost
You reminded us that to lead is to serve
You gave our nation and the world special gifts
You gave us gifts of love, unity, faith and hope
Your legacy lives on as a bright light in our hearts
On the passing away of Nelson Mandela. Our beloved first democratic president of South Africa. Thursday, 5th Dec, 2013
Stanley Arumugam Mar 2014
The feet will follow
the hearts desire
to dance

Clumsy at first
even comical
Staccato moves
one-two-fear
I can't do this - you say

You feel paralysed
Giving up - before you start
You long for the safety sofas
at the edge of the room
Huddling like an awkward teenager
Hidden chats in the dark
of what could have been

In the middle on the dance floor
Your feet - long to listen
to your urge - to leave
To get away,to hide,to shut off
What's the point anyway
Your inner monologue asks
With reverential authority

Confused
standing in the middle
You feel the gentle touch
of your lovers eyes

Stay with me - he says
I love to dance - only with you
Automatically you protest and plead
From the lines of your rehearsed script
Wanting to go back - to sit in the dark
out of the shiny disco lights

He releases you - for a moment
And waits - with longing looks

You stand - alone - in the middle
Of the music - the world is quite
Frozen in time and space

You glance at the past
Of what you have become
Who the world knows you to be
Who the world wants you to be
You look at the present
Heart thumping, sweating
Messed up mascara
Out of breath - yet fully alive

Slowly -slowly - something
arises deep in you
You take a deep breath
You feel brave - softly
desiring to dance

Tenderly - tenderly
You become lost in him
As he leads you
step by step
step by step
And soon you discover
the magic in your feet
the glow in your eyes
and the applause
of your heart

Drenched in ecstasy
crazy out of breath...
You sit back on your safe sofa
Just when you think
the party's over
You hear a familiar voice
Inviting you ...

Come dance with me
4th Feb 2014 - Poem written to encourage a friend to live fully and not stay in the safe spaces of her life

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