I've gone out
To tie rocks around my
Ankles
I've gone out
I won’t be back to cook
Dinner
I've gone out
I plan to jump tonight
Tonight

Shorts are the worst
Because they
Show Me And
My scars
Are not for show
And tell today
Swimsuits
Are the worst
Because they show
Everything Out there
Thin streams of
Pain

It's

not

meant

to be

easy.