You always get the best of me.
Even when I fight,
You take flight.

Scream, Claw, Run.
You still control me,
Am i weak?

I can never win,
I can never heal,
Yet I always let you control me.

If you love me,
Don’t treat me as if I’m a child.

If you love me,
Dont treat me as if i cannot think for myself.

If you love me,
Just treat me nice.

Because I am a human and so are you.

Why am I stunned?
Quaking and Aching.

Why am I shunned?
I’m shaking and shaking.
Who am I?

When i close my eyes,
I feel nothing inside.

It’s Pitch black with a thousand of echoes,
I whisper into the sinister distance.
Who are you?

Only to be answered back with a demanding growl.
I Am You!

Isn’t it clear, i just want to disappear.
So why do you hold me back?
Why do you imprison me; why do you interfere.
Just let me go.

You can’t help me because its too late.
There is no judgement involved; there is no repenting.
Just resentment.

I hate myself; i hate my life
There are many things i hate.
Yet why do I let you keep me here?
I’m waiting on you to find me.

But what if I’m forever lost in an entangled despair.
Personal conflicts and masked internal fears.
Whose to win? Certainly not me.
Because without you, there is no me.