UPS, FEDEX, et al.
ubiquitous in this 12th month

manic motored,
four wheeled, dropping their loads
on stoops and porches

under watchful eye of door cams,
and eager Prime-aholics
who give little thought
to Bezos' bilious billions

an Amazon addict am I as well
cyber pampered, too indolent
to wander the aisles of Macy's, Walmart

wait...I see the brown behemoth
slowing by my drive; I must not tarry
in my armchair

up, up, a package will arrive
in milliseconds, surely grander
than gold, frankincense, and myrrh!

tall prairie grasses
wind whipped, without lament

bison bones,
now soul wedded with soil

wagon wheel ruts
petrified with time, tracks

followed like words on the page
no scent of the sojourners' saga
remains

for mongrel dogs that hunt
or 21st century two legged creatures

who cruise control across mouthless lands
that once spoke of promise

what did he miss most?
the whip of wind on his face
the unbridled buck of life between his legs
the scent of the saddle
the lathered beast?

the fast pass of the satchel
to the next eager rider, the covenant
he carried in the saddle bags; the one he made
with the Almighty to keep him safe
from the red devils?

a new century dawned, two score
years since the hot rides were quick
made obsolete by the iron horse, the poles
and lines that brought Morse's magic,
ticking time electric

what did he miss most?
perhaps the deep, unperturbed sleep
after the ride--slumber filled with liquid dreams,  
gifts bestowed by a condign contentment
from his brutish labor
  
**1901, in memory of the Pony Express, 1860-1861

On the Nature of Writing—A Simple Rhyme

I write for me, not for thee
I write for me, in order to see
the things to which I might otherwise be blind
to rummage among ruins to see what I may find

I write not to create mystery,
nor to unravel history
not to fill my pockets with gold
or even have words for others to behold

because I write for me

when words scar a clean white page
like some tiny creatures released from a cage
I pause long enough to explore
why I opened their door

they were not asleep but only hiding
and when I allowed their silent gliding
I had to follow their puzzling trail
like they led to some great holy grail

And when I saw they did not end
but they like I could only pretend
I paused long enough to breathe
and finally to conceive

I write for me, and not for thee

so even if I don’t understand
the nature of this literary land
the words still keep walking
and my eyes keep stalking
the path I take for me,
but not for thee

I make tracks
evidence someone was HERE

until they disappear, with wind's sweep, or rain's moody fall

in elements' absence, time alone will suffice, and not play nice, with my tracks

fade to black they will,
still, I'll stomp my feet, producing prints,

eyes closed to their
ephemeral reign

Teresa climbs on the bus
before the sun, if she has
the fare

to get there, where she
makes the bread; she's been at this
two of her nineteen years  

yet she has fears, they will
come for her--green card or not;
though they like her rolls

she kneads the big *****, pulls,
pinches, a sculpting of dough, a laying
of trays, one after another

then, from the Iglesias,
they come, decked in their finery
though she does not see

she only hears the litany
of language she can't comprehend,
a clanging of trays, laughter

the urging of the jefe to work
faster, bake the bread; the communion
wafers did not fill them

now they are here, breaking fast,
forgetting the words they just heard
the songs they sang

Teresa does not complain; she
is glad to feed the worshipers, though
they will never know her name

nor will they stop for
her in the pouring rain,
the blistering sun

Teresa never wavers
next Sabbath will be the same:
dawn, the dough, the oven

it is the work--her hands
which make the bread others break,
the grace granted to serve

holy, holy, holy...