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Feb 2013 · 8.9k
Disappointment
Sprishya Feb 2013
The door is now open
But are you ready to step out?
To take on life on your own
Define yourself
Realize your presence, Exist!!

You've been following their rules
Climbing the ladder one step at a time
The society's way, you know
You're born
You'll die
In between you earn
Money, fame and the need to succeed

Wow, I wish I was like you
I wish I could follow rules
Live to your expectation
Be 'Successful'

But I choose to step out the door
Embrace the sun, breathe in the air
End this pretentious living you call life
and exist instead of survive
Unlike you and your society
Just myself: a disappointment.

-Sprishya
Feb 2013 · 1.2k
Enlightened
Sprishya Feb 2013
Have you found yourself yet?
The quest of defining yourself
Pondering on this ever puzzling existence
The want to be different yet fall unconsciously
Into a stereotypical group of foolish individuals,
Disregarding the simplest act of living
to master the act of solving the enigma that doesn’t exist

Have you completely ignored the certainty?
For a possibility that there is more
More to this than what already is?
HAHA!!
Why are you hiding in the shadow?
This is it, you exist now make the most of it
Go out, live, define your own existence!
What is this desperation to belong?
Yet be different from the mass
Do you now feel cool enough?
To tag yourself as unique, educated, ENLIGHTENED!!

But hey, who am I?
Just another foolish ****
that doesn’t fit your definition of elite
Since I don’t go after the meaning,
Since I don’t think there is a greater plan
And am defining life in my own terms,
Not unique, just crazy!

-Sprishya
Dec 2012 · 628
Vegas
Sprishya Dec 2012
Let's leave babe
Shoot off to the moon
In a sin filled ride
Heaven awaits us
Just this night
Thats all i need
Thats all you get
Let our souls unite
As i discover you
Discovering me
Experience death
And come back to life.
Nov 2012 · 753
Pinot Noir (Haiku)
Sprishya Nov 2012
Rising Confidence
A glass of Pinot Noir
In my drunken bliss
Nov 2012 · 676
Heaven
Sprishya Nov 2012
Our father who art in heaven
I want to confess
I am not me anymore
Your life has taken toll on me
This is not the life i  yearned for
I know i was meant to be different
Destined for greatness
Hatred has taken over me
Darkness is now my escape
Liberation
Forgive me
For i now believe in me
A greater being
I see in me,
The devil in me has risen
The angels are not giving a fight
I've chosen my path
I am going to be me
I leave the world behind me
For i know it will follow
I found heaven
In my sins..
Nov 2012 · 435
The End
Sprishya Nov 2012
She embraced death like her first lover
This was daunting yet captivating
A door to different dimension
All enigmas now solved

Aren’t we all preparing for this
Her mind working wonders
The end of the journey
The journey to the end
End of being
A world that didn’t exist
Her journey
To a tainted manifestation

This must be it
The unknown that knew us
Before we knew ourselves
Our life’s destiny
The dark side
Filled with glaring light
"Are you god?"

-Sprishya
Nov 2012 · 751
Would you die for me?
Sprishya Nov 2012
A girl he adored
His heated passion
Her licentious eyes
Devilish stare
Sin filled mind
A sin he yearned for
If this took him to hell,
He wanted to get
On the fast lane

Do you love me?
Define love he says
Would you die for me?
Aren’t we dead already?
I would live for you
Make you,
More alive than you will ever be
Lets take this trip babe
Filled with debauchery
She lies down
He proceeds.

Sprishya
Nov 2012 · 951
Sweet Deception
Sprishya Nov 2012
Her love
Was like cheating death
An exciting achievement
A reminder
How beautiful life is
To live with no fear
On the edge
Like you've never lived before
Free!!

What are you worried about
She asks
Are you alive?
She disappears
Must have been a dream
The end.

Sprishya
Nov 2012 · 1.4k
Nothingness
Sprishya Nov 2012
I want to be
Surrounded by you,
From all horizons,
Touched by you,
Feel you,
With all my senses,
Soar up high,
With you in my arms,
And stop the time,
Where I have everything,
You and Nothingness.

-Sprishya
Oct 2012 · 1.8k
I Am You
Sprishya Oct 2012
I saw the world in your eyes,
Those dreamy perfect eyes,
Soothing like the rainfall,
Yet so seductive,
Ah! Those eyes

I wasn’t me,
For you lived in me,
Running wild in my veins,
Not like a river,
But lava,
Deadly yet divine,
You could **** me,
Yet I would be saved

Don’t go away just yet,
Not until you see me,
The way I see you,
Till I run in you,
With every single breath,
Till every part of you
Is a part of me,
Till the world disappears,
Till you are me,
The way I am you.

-sprishya
Oct 2012 · 510
Just Live
Sprishya Oct 2012
Walking around with your head held high,
Taking punches as they come,
Forgetting, letting go,
Striving to achieve your dream,
Don’t make that dream your life,
For dreams will come a many,
But life, life there is just one,
Enjoy the fall and hit rock bottom,
It’s darkest before dawn,
Try to succeed or try and fail,
But try! Trying keeps you alive,
For life is not about success,
Although success would be sweet,
But failure isn’t always bitter my friend,
For that failure becomes your comfort,
A comfort that you have faced worst days,
A reminder that there will be better days,
A reminder to just live,
To enjoy your journey to the end,
As things will fall into place,
The way they’re meant to,
So go ahead and just live your life.

-sprishya
Oct 2012 · 625
I've Lost My Muse
Sprishya Oct 2012
I used to look at the world in a different way,
I heard music in every sound,
I saw colors even in the deepest black,
Happiness surrounded me,
I was convinced everyone was enjoying life,
Why wouldn’t they life was beautiful,
So I wrote about happiness and life

Now I sit blankly staring at the world,
What happened to the sweet music?
For all I hear is noise,
Everything around me has been painted black,
I see people suffer; Life is now their biggest fear,
Now I sit to write unable to come up with words,
I’ve lost my muse.

Sprishya
Aug 2012 · 571
Love-d
Sprishya Aug 2012
Sometimes i wish u were here,
Helping me see things clear,
Holding my hand, encouraging me,
Kissing me, setting me free

Oh how much I wish u were here,
I used to be fearless but suddenly i am full of fear,
I feel empty inside I am not thinking straight,
I guess I'll just have to blame it on my fate

Time heals all they say,
But I'd much rather have your memories stay,
You were the best dream I ever saw,
But reality got me, grabbed me with its piercing claw.
Aug 2012 · 902
Home
Sprishya Aug 2012
It feels like I’m drowning,
The surface seems far away,
I see flash backs,
Flash backs of you,
You holding that blue umbrella,
That flowery yellow dress,
The day I died,
The day you brought me back to life

Here I am,
Wishing you would save me again,
Reach out your hands,
Pull me out to safety,
Take me to the paradise in your eyes,
To the sanctuary in your heart,
The comfort of your touch,
Home.

-Sprishya
Aug 2012 · 461
2 bottles of wine
Sprishya Aug 2012
I thought of you,
I thought of us,
Things we could've done,
Places we could've gone,
It's only a thought.

-Sprishya
Aug 2012 · 658
Haiku (angel)
Sprishya Aug 2012
I just fell in love,
With a pair of light brown eyes,
She is an angel

-Sprishya
Aug 2012 · 1.1k
Dream#845
Sprishya Aug 2012
A place filled with good vibes
People singing dancing, enjoying their lives
There i am standing amongst them,
One of them, free of worries and care

Friends and family celebrating life,
Singing, dancing, clapping their hands,
Happy with me, happy for me,
The way I am happy for them

A beautiful girl almost an angel,
Bright blue eyes looking right through me,
A touch so divine feels like heaven,
Truthful words filled with beautiful lies

I take a sip from my glass,
I follow her towards a light,
I hear a bell ring, sounds like reality,
I wake up.

-Sprishya
Sprishya Jul 2012
East 4th street heading towards 6th Avenue,
The streets more confusing than ever,
High rise buildings, the top floor i hear has a nice view,
Take the B train or D, trying hard to remember.

I see these people, they don't notice me walking around,
I wonder if they even acknowledge my presence,
Just another victim that this city has now found,
Holding back my dreams with its large fence

Let me be free my friend, let me soar up high,
I have my wings spread out all i am waiting for is a sign,
Oh beautiful city lift me up and teach me how to fly,
Just help me takeoff and i'll make sure everything else goes fine

My friend you've shown me lives, some beautiful; others amazing,
You've shown me success, prosperity and the sadness that follows,
You've shown me darkness, pain and how bad they sting,
Now show me happiness and take my dreams to where freedom flows

Those penthouses and the expensive cars,
Oh big city, I want those thing that everyone wishes for,
But more that anything I want you to heal these scars,
Soothe my pain and wash those years with a downpour

I want to be me again, you know the way I had always been,
Free of these emotions, this ******* pain that I always feel,
If you can oh city give me a beautiful dream,
So the drunken me can succeed, no matter how hard it may seem.
  
                                                                ­                                  -Sprishya
Jul 2012 · 1.2k
Life: An Irony
Sprishya Jul 2012
Surprises and challenges,
Experience that comes with your age,
Fear and laughter, Love and hate,
Other sweet contradictions called life,
Oh beautiful life!

More unpredictable in every bend,
Yet comes with a certainty to end,
Gives you wings to soar up high,
And laughs at you when you fail to fly

Becomes that helping hand in need,
Is humble, yet so full of greed,
Gives you dreams and goals you want to achieve,
Yet teaches you to accept every kind of defeat

Survival! is that really life's key?
Or is the key whatever you want your life to be?
Makes promises and gives hope that end in a strife,
Teaches you to say '**** it!' and move on with your life

A hallucinogen so intense that you actually believe,
The lies it throws at you as an excuse to live,
Oh life so beautiful, call it divine if you will,
It teaches you creation but also teaches you *******.

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                                                                ­               -Sprishya
Sprishya Jul 2012
I hear it outside,
Falling on the tin roof,
People running from it trying to hide,
Panicking, wishing everything they owned was waterproof

Oh yes! now I know,
It's not themselves they worry for,
It's money, the riches that their expensive possessions show,
Worried, those might get ruined in this downpour

Have they forgotten i wonder,
The joy that the monsoon rain use to bring,
The goosebumps with every loud thunder,
Awaiting next morning like the first day of spring

Oh how much I wish they could see the rain,
The way I see it,  full of freedom and love,
A rhythm so soothing it heals all your pain,
Makes me feel the paradise I can otherwise only dream of

Oh rain please don't go away,
**** 'em if they hate you, I want you to stay,
Don't stop singing, keep the beat up and make us sway,
Tell us tales and keep us cool in this hot hell of a day.

-Sprishya

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