You used me and you know it
What are you doing about it
Ignoring me
The only person who's tried to care about you in some time
You muffle what I say
So you don't have to feel guilty anymore
I silently hope you still do

I'm tired of living again
Don't want to get out of bed
Don't want to move
It's not lazy
its having no will to live

Thanks for breaking me
*i give up

-I can't live right now
Lips moving fast
Words I can't hear
-I think death might be near
Scrambled thoughts
Breaking bones
-Why don't you try it?
Everything fades
You start to pace
-Overdose on feeling
I might stop
Take me away
-Soliloquie ahead
Danger danger
We tape what has ripped

Your eyes land on mine
And I know I've broken something
I'm going to regret breaking
At some point
But right now
Just for right now
It's sweet relief in my veins
Singing happily
Beating through my ears

You feel so wrong for me
But I can't stop my heart from making my decisions for me

Dark ghosts under
Deep wild eyes
Make me wonder what you do at night
Instead of sleep
Crazy smiles tug on the lips I once loved too thoroughly
The jaw I once memorized shadowed with unhygienic ways
Where have you been?
You say you're no good anymore
The world ****** you up
And this is what crawled out of the abyss
Searching for light to live in