my reality is mine to own
and only mine to own
it is not yours
to grab a hold of
you have your own
mine is not for you
to comprehend
yours is not for me
you see , I see
we see differently

sitting here with the
phone in my hand
trying not to text you
its killing me inside
wanting to text you
don't know what
to say anymore
wanting to be next to you
but your not coming
to my door
the urge to cry
knot in my throat
no more tears left
in my eyes,
eyes are left to cry dry
my heart it starts to pound
before it stops and starts again
only to take my breath away
and I must say,
you still my breath away
a million times a day.
                                        -Stacie-

your not going to set my heart
to tear it apart again
I'm not going to fall
into the same cycle again
with you again
I feel the sadness
creeping in again

I'm so sad....
this emptiness deep inside
cuts through my heart
like a sharp knife
you leave , you leave
you leave me alone
I am so lonely....
why do you leave
and leave me alone
if you love me
why do you leave me
so empty , lonely , and alone?

the pain never goes away
never ceases to stop
you can shove it down your throat
push it out of your heart
and into your stomach
and hope it stays to rest
but it will rise
oh , how it will rise
it will tear you apart everytime
knock you down to your knees
take all your breath away
the pain it never dies

so here we are , once again
stuck in between , you and me
in my dreams , you see
what's the night to bring
in between my dreams
and the reality of  you and me

I keep looking for all the missing pieces
in the dark I search with only
a little light that follows
down the narrow tunnel I go
I cant turn back , I wont
I cant look back , not now
because in the dark
is where my broken
pieces of heart are found
their just lying around
waiting to be seen , by me
all the missing pieces
and I will search , keep searching
if its my life purpose
you broke my heart
but its only me that can find my parts
all the missing pieces
fit them back together
heal my heart only for you
only for you to break it apart
because its only you
that can break me in pieces
its only you it will only ever be you
and so I keep looking for all the missing pieces.