i dont have a reason to live; merely waking up for the sun to rise and fall again. living, breathing - being alive is simply a chore that haunts and suffocates.

im tired of living this life cloaked with fantasies and lies; nothing is ever real. everything infront of us is nothing but a fragment of our imaginations. tied to things we cannot see, just living each day behind a facade.

i will simply disappear amongst the sea of people; drowning deeper and deeper - as far as the current would take me. its just me and me alone. nothing else mattered. the mesmerizing city where everything is simply bright and grey; just my shadow walking alongside me. soon ill just be another person - a person whose name carved on a rock and soon to be forgotten.

final breaths and yearned laughters; clawed hearts, dead souls and damaged smiles. will i be able to breathe - to take another step forward?

when we first met, you peered into my hollow eyes, bounded to my suffocated soul. you reached in, trying to get hold of my still beating heart and - without hesitation - i had already let you in. something in me clicked like a lock chained to a cage. i realized, we were beings of the same kind; sheltered tattered souls. your gaze whispered trust but my heart replied otherwise.

fleeting moments and replicated memories. time healed no one. faded presence; residual scars. drowning in a sea of impossibilities; everything you no longer held dear.

in the midst of it all, a voice pleads,

*"let me go."

if you could forget, would you?
how does it feel like - to forget; to leave everything behind?

"i could erase your memories - if you wanted to. it wont cost you a cent, of course."

she hesitated.

is this really the only way out? will i fall out of love just by forgetting his existence?

in this world, only thoughts roam and humans oblige.