[ G Major 3/4 time]
Some nights I cant remember
All the things that happened
I never will get over
All the mornings after
How many loves of a lifetime
Walked right out my front door
While I lied-awake hopelessly
Wanting for more
Each notch in my bedpost
Another scar on my heart
Of the ten-thousand maybes
Who turned out to be not
They march right through me
In an endless parade
Insufficient remedies
For someone I cant replace
My pulse is the drum beat
Our love was the war
And their harmonies choke me
As I hang by my
Guitar chords
I keep on playing you
A song written for her
It has a different title now
The contents are undisturbed
Violins whisper
A dull aching pain
And in a hundred "I love yous"
I whispered her name
Each moment of ecstasy
That rips you away
Leaves the empty shell of me
Searching for an escape
But her song keeps playing
A phantom theme in my head
While you reach your crescendo
I'm just here in our bed
My pulse is the drum beat
Our love is the war
And our harmony chokes me
As I hang myself by my
Emptiness chokes me
As I hang myself and I
Suffocate
As I hang by my
Guitar chords
<instrumental - strings bridge>
<modulated harmony and waltz... piano>
<drums and acoustic front + choral vocal overlay "suffocate...">
Her pulse was my drum beat
My love was the cost
Cashed-in in self-sacrifice
It was me that I lost
In mirrors like pictures
I can see who I was
But I look so different now...
I became "I am because"
We shared our heartbeat
Our love was the war
and this song hangs
Something unfinished
I suffocate
Trapped in our tapestry
It's just me
Left to hang by my guitar chords
Maybe the only song I ever wrote in G major; such an epic Disney feel. Guitar, strings, piano, vocals, I even have harmonica for this... but its rhythym and melody is hugely inspired by Taking Back Sunday "A New American Classic".
Maybe 9 people in the world know who this song was about - and Ive never recovered. Maybe that's why I am alone now.