sunny

sunny Dec 2024

parents

if i just had loving and caring parents
i wouldn’t be in this situation now

sunny Dec 2024

pain

why do i have to carry out the pain you once gave me?
why do i have to carry the fault if it was all you?
why is it always me that is in pain?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why…?

sunny Dec 2024

smile

you may think it’s just my smile that is gone
but honestly it’s so much more then that

sunny Dec 2024

different ways

where some have shards on their way, do i have a whole ruin to walk on

sunny Dec 2024

sick

and maybe
i better stay mentally ill
instead of trying to get better
when it falls down again anyway

sunny Nov 2024

pov

if you could see it
from my point of view
you could maybe understand
why i‘m like that

sunny Nov 2024

idk

i rather say nothing than having to face the reality