I have
No one

I’m left hiding
From everyone

I’m clinging
To the past

With weight
On my back

Is there a point
To my screaming

With no one
To hear

It's been a while
Nothing new..maybe kinder smiles
Added a few bricks

Remembering how people have said they want me to feel free
I can't remember who said it
I still haven't felt it

Please, just..don't perceive me
I'm cowering in my corner of the world
Hiding from every piece of everything and everyone

How many more times do you think it will take
Before I learn
Before he introduces himself

I bruised my hand three times this week
And I don't think that holds any significance for anyone
Except for me.

Hazy reminiscing
We were kissing
Something missing
I can't remember
What it
Feels like

Any

More

It was just a dream
But here's the thing
I'm pretty sure
That I will die
Without a man
Calling me pretty

Late

At night

Am I really trying to see
The best that I can be
Or am I just restless
Waiting for the end of me

Wake me up before I die
What will happen to me if I sleep all my days
Change will never come without your touch
Your fingertips and your sweet embrace
Come to me darling
Let me feather my fingers in your hair

Paint the clouds red
I’ll enjoy the drive
Hair trapped in my glasses
Pretending you’re with me
Tendrils of thought
Escaping my grasp
I fixed my car
The music is blaring
Hold my hand
Nobody cares
Grinning ear to ear
Quietly existing

Why is it
That all feelings
Leave me feeling
Either
Attached
Or
Detached
And none leave me
Free