You ruined me. You ruined my self confidence. You made it even harder for me to change. You made my hard days even harder. You blamed your actions on me. I actually started to feel bad. I talked to someone. I talked to get this feeling away from me. You were my everything, my best friend, my other half. I didnt know what was happening. I didnt want to keep fighting for you to be there if you didnt want to stay. I started to give up. Not only did I start giving up on our friendship, I started to give up on everyone. You brought my trust down. Not only did I lose you, I lost who I truly was.