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Marcilyne Jan 2016
I shouted my heart out so loud
Releasing what I felt so carelessly
Stuck in this endless maze
None would hear this terrifying plea
I clenched my fist so tight
Thinking this would hold it down
I knew it would not be enough
And that soon I would completely drown
I slammed my body into a wall
Assuming this is the only solution
My body felt weak and helpless
Blessed but in complete confusion
I stabbed my chest repeatedly
Hoping this would numb the pain
Completely losing control
Blood became the only visible pain
I stumbled and fell countless times
Trying everything I could but completely failed
Keep giving away wings while losing mine
It makes me wonder if I ever be saved
Marcilyne Jan 2016
A leaked sanity
derived from a single unintentional stimulus
She immediately drowned in her illusions
A cascade of ecstatic emotional state
Led her to unexplained exhilarating lub-dubs
She entered a trance
An imaginary setting of pseudo-relationship,
originating from a deceptive analysis

Butterflies lodged in her stomach
Like drifting into the sweet tranquil breeze of fall
Odd feeling brought by an accidental impulse
an addictive sensation, continually sought
Like an ice cream that thaws
and never did she regret for this

Like a bud that delayed its bloom
She is a fixated lass
fast-tracked into maturity,
Depriving her of being subjected to adolescent giggles and anguishes
Coping for deficiency,
to undergo short-lived fascinations

It was never an ordinary night,
for it would happen only but annually
It was extraordinary
where angels descended from heaven

She looked at him
as a critical thinker *** philosopher inside a venerable physique
His intuitive notions flowed
keeping his cleverness inhibited,
ingenuity simply emanated
Decisive metaphorical analogies were mesmerizing,
in the depth of the gyros and sulcus
in his intellect she wanted to drown

The mystery of his smirks
she wanted to decipher.
In the profoundly of his personality
she wished to be familiar.

Electrocution!
Extreme voltage in her physique
sanity almost dripped
She cared less about reality,
forgetting about lucidity and rationality
A plethora of outlook insurgencies
led to confused convictions

Nothing big really happened,
just a matter of split seconds summarized as a simple skin-to-skin contact
an exhilarating interaction between epidermal layers
A premature ventricular contractions.
Marcilyne Jan 2016
You can love someone who is not right for you
You can love someone but the timing won’t be right.
Marcilyne Jan 2016
Who are you when you’re alone with your mind?
What are the truths that haunt you at night,
the skeletons that sing to you about the things you’ve given away?
Who were you before you were walked out on?
Marcilyne Jan 2016
Free doesn’t rhyme with popularity,
But rhymes with see,
with your own eyes,
the person you were convinced to be
and how you’ve been deceived
and cynical
and unfeeling to a degree of destruction
Marcilyne Jan 2016
We're parallel lines
seeing each other
hurting each other
even though never crossing over .
choosing distance over depth,
resistance over understanding.
Marcilyne Jan 2016
What’s scary is actually staying
What’s scary is investing
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