A wave crashed on me this morning...
And without thinking i allowed
It to take me with it, for reasons i got
None to protest, surrendering myself, getting drowned
Nevertheless it was a phase, a time i regret
Rationality didn't find place beyond the tears
Clouding in my eyes, forcing me to accept
That what couldn't be, all that my heart fears
Drowning, deep down, world whirled past
Eyes blurred, hands going numb
Darkness surrounded me, great shadows it did cast
No i didn't see the sun peeking from behind
Shut myself up in the world i was
Who knew nature would be that kind
Offering a hand to pull me back
A picture of what i did then came to me
A form of nightmare, that took my wits
I know was the stupidest thing to do
And with open eyes i did see
The bitter truth of life...Its not I
Who decides what i am to be....
So all that i got, is a meek sorry :/ :(

Does it need telling?
Haven't I been able to express it well?
I know not whats creeping there,
In those crevices of your mind
I never lied to you I swear
Yeah I need you and really care.
Heart sinks deep in when you think I've been cheating on you
Striving to make you understand,
Yeah, you mean the world to me
Words don't find a way, throat choked, eyes watery
Miss those peaceful walks, the cold ice-creams
The laughs together, and crazy dreams
A life without you would just flutter by
Existence not defined, long lost somewhere
Searching for that one hand i could hold on to
That smile which got everything I could lose
The face day and night I desire to see
The soul that just completes me...