Soliloquy

Soliloquy Nov 2013

i turn on the lights
look in the mirror
and stare into the eyes
of the one that ruined her own life

the cold brown eyes
staring back with grief
'cause now she has nothing to take
and no one to give

even her own eyes stare at her
like it doesn't fear
from the ruins she came out
and is still living in drought

Soliloquy Nov 2013

The Flash Light...

I throw away the flash light
'cause it reminds me of the night
when you left me standing all by myself
with no words left
and no tears to shed
all there was, this flash light by my side
from which my sorrow's couldn't hide

I crouched by his side and embraced his thin body
and felt his warmth inside my grip
which was different from the one i felt,
when you were the one that held

Now i realize, all those were lies
but i dont understand why my heart still cries
Is it because i am wrong??
Or is it because the flash light's right, all along

Soliloquy Nov 2013

Magical Sorrow...

I scream lumos to lighten my world
But all I get is a brightened room
I cry crucio to feel the pain
But it’s nothing compared to the one he gave
I shout imperio to take control over my life
But I figure it’s still struggling in his mind
I yell avada kedavra to get rid of this life
But still the sorrow stays by

Soliloquy Nov 2013

There He Goes Again...

There he goes again
Swagging by the lane
They say he is trying to act cool
But who’s to say that he looks like a fool

Is he just out of his mind?
Or showing off like I am blind
And can’t see all those pain hidden in his eyes
That he tries to hide by lies

But who’s to say that I want to go by his side
And shake him and bring him back
To the reality of life
And move on with a new start
With me as his best part

Soliloquy Nov 2013

The Lost Battle Of Love...

I loved you when you were ugly
I loved you even when you cried
I loved you when you loved me
And I even loved you when u lied

My silly eyes grave to see your face
My stupid ears always want to hear your voice
My lonely heart cries out loud for your love
But then I realize AM I THE ONLY ONE????

I day dream about us being TOGETHER
I even dream about you being there FOREVER
Every single second I think only of you
And I just wish that you did the same too

It’s not my obsession to win you
I know I have lost the right to
But just want to ask
Did u ever feel the same too????

I loved you when I was angry with you
I loved you when I handed you to someone else
I loved you when I said I would live without you
And I still do love you
And there will always be a corner in my heart that will never stop crying for you

BUT at the end of the day I realize that I am fighting a lost battle

— The End —