you’re again outside
i’m again at home
i’m calling
you’re rejecting my phone
you made me think you’re all alone
when i came i saw there another girl

at least, i know how to love
my mom is by my side with an adorable son and my brother
i’m not afraid to die
because i never gave up on life and always smile even when it’s hard
i looked up in the window and saw a spark
it wasn’t beautiful but i felt no fear
i just walked in the room and hoped it’s not the last time
i didn’t know what to do when it started and I still do not

my home is where you are
my home is everything we are
it’s warm and cozy in your arms
i hope that it will last
you are my safe place, my shelter
where i can hide my scars and rest
until the world will ends

it should makes me sad that you are not around
and it did too many times
you were around
and you hurt the most gentle heart with a promise that you will not
i cared that much for the first time in my life
and you asked me “why did i”?
i was surprised by your question
because i thought we BOTH in love